When All Else Fails

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The next day I'm heading for my breakfast and stumble onto James in the hallway to the kitchen Rance is with him. From the look of it they had been arguing. James guardian steps up and tugs him into step.

"Your breakfast is done you had your word with Rance, back to your half of the house." James goes with a dirty look at me. I wait as Rance sighs and comes over to me.

"Everything alright?" I ask then snort at myself. "I'm guessing it's not from the look he gave me."

"He's trying to say that he wants me no matter what. That baring you being pregnant and me claiming you he thinks I should stop with the Sessions and just claim him. We had been happy at one point in time."

"I don't get him. If he wanted you so much why break up with you in the first place?" Rance gives a smile but it looked self-deprecating.

"Because he kept telling me he didn't want kids. Oh, we never took precautions for them and I was getting antsy about it. I want kids. But I wasn't going to claim without them. He broke up with me after a rather bad fight where he told me that I was getting to old to have kids now. Said a few other things that made me say a few things back. When he applied to be in the session with me I went to him and asked why. He didn't want kids. He admitted he still didn't but he wanted me if that meant giving me a baby then he'd do it." I sighed.

"I don't think a baby is going to make things alright between you. I understand he still loves you, and regrets giving you up but I don't think he's really thinking it through very well. Though me getting pregnant won't make us the perfect couple either. But I could be wrong if he got pregnant it might be alright between you. Do you still love him?" I ask and hear Jeff sigh from behind me.

"You two just insist on the conversations you aren't supposed to have." Rance ignored him.

"Not like I once did. I will always care for him. That's what I was telling him. I would always have a special feeling for him but if he didn't get pregnant this time I wasn't going to choose him again. It was time for us to let go."

"Which is why he gave me the dirty look I'm guessing because he's figuring your saying that because you think I'm pregnant and he needs to let you go."

"Well he is right." Rance says leaning against the wall across from me. "I do think if anyone is pregnant it'll be you. I've tried, with him for years and with these Sessions. I don't know why it's never happened before but if someone is pregnant it'll be you. Though I'd be very happy with any baby from anyone. The others are good people and think would be good parents I'd be very lucky to have any of them." He was watching me closely. "Do you think you will be?"

"I think it'd be a miracle if I wasn't. A knot with two hours of you cumming." I laughed as he blushed. "I think someone was trying very hard."

"I've never wanted to knot. I can be a very rough lover and was always afraid that if I lost my control during a knot I'd seriously hurt my lover. Jeff insisted when I asked, that you were alright after it and liked it. Was he right?" I gave a big grin.

"Oh yeah I loved it. I was perfectly fine. Jeff saw the rather large amount of cum that drained from me the next morning. Enough that it made a rather uncomfortable knot during the night."

"Did you keep the plug?"

"No. Like I told Jeff if I want something shoved up my ass it better have a hot guy attached to it." I saw Rance open his mouth and shook his head.

"Alright enough. I let you go hoping if you two got some talking done you'd behave better. But this is really straying into things that will make my job harder because it'll make you two harder. I'm hungry we're going to breakfast. Rance I'm assuming since it's your day you'll be past tonight to chat though you've done some of that already."

"Yes. Will you be leaving for work today?"

"No. I'll be here. Is it a no-no for you to get dinner and bring it to me and Jeff. We could eat in my room. Is that considered a date?" I ask looking at Jeff. He sighs.

"No. Meals aren't. They are necessary and talking over food is normal so they were argued that they aren't dates but for propriety we'll get our own dinner and he can just meet us in your room to eat."

"How about six. We can get early before anyone starts grabbing the good stuff." I nod. Rance glances at Jeff and hurriedly kisses me a smacking kiss before using his long legs to stride down the hall as he laughs.

"You better behave yourself or I'll tell Alpha you need a handler again. Becky is still available to kick your ass." Jeff hollers after him. I laugh.

"I hope he does that with the others." I say heading for the kitchen.

"You do?" Jeff asks staring at me.

"Yeah. I'll feel bad if he's showing me different treatment because he thinks I'm the one who will be pregnant."

"What treatment?" I heard a female voice ask and see Lydia and Eva both with their Guardians at the table eating. It had been Lydia asking. Eva chuckled.

"No doubt the suggestive talking, the kisses he sneaks. Things like that." I laugh.

"So he does do it with all of you. Good." Our Guardians frown. "Well it's good for us and terrible for them. They have to be all proper and make sure we're going to be taken care of." I sat and teased with them talking about Rance and his rule breaking for a little while as I ate. Working was easy I was coordinating making plans scheduling, reading and writing reports lots of long winded tedious emails with details I didn't need. About mid-afternoon I get a text from my brother.

'Are you flying or driving this weekend? I'll have Tony pick you up if you are flying.'

'This weekend?' I reply. He sends me a wow emoji.

'Mom and dad's fortieth wedding anniversary. The huge party we are throwing them. You are supposed to be here to be in charge of set up. Did you forget?' I had.

"Shit." Jeff wondered over from where he was staring out the window at something.

"What?"

"I am supposed to fly to my parents this weekend. Spend the whole weekend. It's their fortieth anniversary this weekend. I'm in charge of set up. Can I leave with what's going on?" I ask Jeff.

"Sure. I just have to go with you. All the same rules apply we're just out of town. Rance will be bummed though he wont' get to see you. What's the plans?"

"I don't have any I totally forgot about it. I'll have to get a flight. So you'll go with me?"

"Yes. That's non negotiable it doesn't matter if you have family. I have to be with you."

"What the hell am I going to say about you? You aren't my boyfriend. Rance would be pissed I have a feeling if we used that."

"Just tell them the truth. If your pregnant, and we all think you are, they'll find out anyway."

"My dad might go along with this he's Hyena and has a different view of things but mom and Adam won't get this. If I tell them about the Sessions and what I did. That's going to be a lot of trouble."

"Tell them I'm a friend."

"And they'll assume you are a friends with benefit or I'm just fucking you with no commitment. I'll worry about that later. I have to get a flight." Adam sent me a question mark.

'I'm coming. I did forget. I just started a new project it's been hectic. A ride from Tony will be great. I'll text you as soon as I have my flight info. BTW I'm bringing a friend with me so better have a second room ready.'

'It's not a friend you are sharing with?' He asks a bright smile emoji after it. I started to write no.

"We'll need to share." Jeff tells me. "Out of town it's strict rules." I groan but erase my message.

'On second thought let him share with me. He won't be traumatized by you guys then.' Adam gave a smile emoji and a couple suggestive emoji's after it. I ignored him. I get two tickets to fly first thing Saturday morning. I'd land about nine in the morning so plenty of time to work on set up and decorations. I'm still working on the plans and trying to figure out through text what needs to be done when I get there when Jeff taps my shoulder.

"Dinner." I shoot a look at the clock. I grab my phone smiling and head for the kitchen.