What if ?

The existential crisis

' Dan ? Are you awake ? ' It was my mom, she was so annoying. She just didn't seem to understand me, so I just answered by saying nothing. I heard my door opening, I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. After a while I heard my mom walking out again, and closing the door.

I took my headphones and listened to some muse. I closed my eyes and started thinking again. Just thinking. It was only 8 o'clock so I had enough time to think.

Am I really alive now ? If I'd die, would I be missed ? What if I'd just kill myself ?

I pulled myself out of my horrible thoughts and put of muse. I stood up and walked to the kitchen to get some cereal.

' good morning darling ! ' my mom said.

' hey ' I said trying to sound like I wasn't in an depression. ' Did you sleep well ? ' while she asked this I put muse on again, took my cereal and walked upstairs to my room. I took my clothes on, black jeans and a black shirt. I flattened my hair and ate my cereal. I walked downstairs, still listening to muse. ' I'm out ' I said to my mom as I took my jacket. ' where are you heading ? ' my mom asked. But I already closed the door.

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