That one exception

Part 6

What am I doing? Not only am I making a pass at a friend, I am making a pass at a male friend. I'm seriously out of my depth, I mean if I was with a woman I'd know exactly how to touch and tease her. But I'm not, I have no experience on how a guy likes to be handled, held or touched by another guy. I also had to take into account that Mini's injured, the last thing I want to do is be a little more heavy handed with him because he's a guy and end up hurting him.

I reached across the short distance and took hold of his chin making him look up at me, a weird alarmed squeak came from him which he seemed to find embarrassing as his face was turning pink. His eyes met mine for a moment reflecting my own confusion at what we were doing before his gaze dropped, hesitating briefly on my lips before moving to the ceiling behind my head. Leaning down my lips within millimeters of his, I could feel his breath on my face, hot and rapid.

"Say no..." I mumble holding my position, so close to crossing that line.

"w-w-what..." he wasn't paying attention, the stammering meant he was either extremely flustered or on the verge of freaking out.

"Say...No...Mini..."

"I-I..."

I moved a little closer, I could feel the heat of his lips close to mine. My own breathing now faster with anticipation. I moved my hand away from his chin, dropping it to his waist where slid under the hem of his shirt, the first three fingers ghosting over the skin on the small of his back just above the band of his sweat pants before settling on the opposite hip.  It seemed every touch was forcing a surprised gasp from him as I guided his body a little closer.

"For God sake Mini stop me" my lips brushed his as I spoke. That same overpowering feeling to just take him over completely that I had felt in the closet earlier was beginning to take hold of me again.  I grit my teeth as I wait for him to say those inevitable words that will bring this to a crashing end.

Silence.

The sound of our breathing almost deafening in the unnatural quiet of the room. Part of me was expecting him to push me away at any second, another part of me was constantly asking what the hell I was doing, but the part that was winning at the moment was the curious part, the part that wanted more, to see my friend slowly lose the ability to think, speak and move because of what I was doing to him. 

I covered his lips with my own, moving slowly in case I finally push him past that line and he freaks out. This was something I knew how to do, kissing is one of those things that is the same regardless who you're kissing. I felt Mini's hands on my ribs as I pulled him closer and move my free hand to the back of his neck.  Our kiss was little more than experimental, both of us not going further than mouthing or nipping at each other's lips and after a few minutes we stopped and looked at each other, I half expected to see embarrassment or regret in his eyes but it wasn't there, all I could see was mild confusion and excitement. He tilted his head up towards me with his lips slightly parted.  It was an invitation I was not going to refuse, I pulled him tight against me as I claimed his lips again, this time making a slow but demanding invasion of his mouth.  He made an alarmed yelp as his entire body tensed up in my grip, his hands moving quickly to my shoulders and pulling my shirt as if to pull me away. I had the feeling that he didn't actually want me to stop, if he had of wanted it to stop he would have tried to close his mouth, turn his head or pushed me away rather than grab my shirt. Within a few moments he was returning my kiss, his hands slowly losing their grip and resting on my upper arms as he relaxed.

I took my time, feeling every muscle as it worked under his skin as my hand slid from his neck down his body and around onto his back, finally allowing my hand to come to rest in the middle of his back. The kiss deepened, that need I'd been fighting off for the last few minutes was starting to get the better of me, even though I had just pulled him to me I was now pressing him back into the wall, His fingertips brushed against the side of my neck as he tentatively pulled me closer. a low whimper came from him as the full length of my body pressed against his pinning him in place.  My hands began slowly roaming the parts of his torso I wasn't pressed against, reminding myself that I had to be careful of the bruising.  My right hand slid around the curve of his ass as it roamed his body causing an explosive and panicked reaction from Mini, being pinned the way he was the only way he was able to go to try and escape was upwards.  His hands pressed hard into my chest and the rest of him moved suddenly upward breaking the kiss instantly with a loud yelp, I moved back a little but kept a tight hold of him knowing that if I let go I would lose him.

"I-I'm not ready...I'm not ready...I-I'm sorry..." Mini stammered repeating himself over and over under his breath.

"It's ok...Min it's ok...you know I'm not going to make you do anything you aren't comfortable with" I cooed trying to get him to calm down.

"I know! I'm sorry...I know you wouldn't...I don't know why I reacted like that" the panic had gone and all I could see now was shame and disappointment. He wasn't trying to escape anymore and the pressure on my chest had lessened a little, but he was starting to shake from the tension in his muscles.

"Stop!" I interrupted and saw him instantly clamp his mouth shut and shift his gaze to stare at my chest. "This is new to both of us it was only time before one of us freaked out...just remember next time to say something when you feel I'm going too far"

"next time?...you mean I haven't screwed up and put you off by freaking out like a girl and pretty much telling you that you're not going to get laid?" he glanced up at me and offered a rueful smile.

"Nope...and you're not going to either...the only way you'll get rid of me is if you tell me to leave you alone" I smiled but his gaze had already returned to looking at my chest "We're both out of our depth here Min, we've crossed a line neither of us was expecting to cross" he looked up at me but there was the same vacancy in his eyes that he had the day he arrived. I put a little pressure on his lower back pulling him towards me "come here...come back to me Mini" I kept my voice low, almost whispering to him.