Lookism Gun X Reader: I'm Not Her (Book 2)

I Don't Forgive You

It's been four months now.

I still haven't spoken to or forgiven Goo.

He hasn't shown any remorse either.

So it's whatever.

I panted as Gun rolled off and laid next to me.

"Are you okay?"

"You keep asking me that, yes, I'm fine." I sighed.

"I'm just asking."

"What makes you think I'm not okay?"

"Your brother and you aren't talking. Last time that happened, you were completely destroyed."

"Well I'm fine. I don't need Goo."

He kissed my cheek and grabbed a towel.

"What, no more rounds?" I smirked and he grinned.

"I have a work event tomorrow. I need to rest."

"Weak. But fine."

He laughed and cleaned me up before running a nice warm bath for us.

"Are you upset that you can't have kids?" He asked scrubbing my back.

"I'd like to have the choice."

"I think we could have had a happy family."

"Don't you think that would weaken you?"

"Nothing could weaken me."

"You wouldn't be able to fight as much. You'd need to stay home and help me with the baby."

"True. But I would manage."

"Sure, babe. How long are you gonna be gone?"

"Four months."

"Take me with you!" I whined.

"I would if I could, darling. But you know I can't."

"Okay. I'm going to miss you."

The next day, Gun woke me up for a quickie and he left.

About a month later, there was a knock on the door.

I opened it and was surprised to see Goo.

"What do you want."

"Gun asked me to come check on you."

"I doubt it, I just got off FaceTime with him. He asked me who was knocking."

"Hmm."

"What do you want, Goo?"

"I came to check on you."

"Why?"

"You're alone."

"You're acting as if I'm in some foreign country where I know absolutely no one. I'm fine."

"Can I come inside?"

"No."

"Why not, YN?"

"Because I don't forgive you, Goo. I don't forgive you for leaving and I don't forgive you for missing my wedding. That was a very special day for me, I wanted you there, and you missed it."

"I told you that I wouldn't go."

"And I was hoping you'd show up for me anyways. But you didn't. And I don't forgive you for that. You ruined my day. I spent the whole time searching for you."

"Well I'm sorry! But I told you I didn't approve. You didn't listen to me."

"Either way, I spent to much time on someone that disappears from my life every other week."

"I'm not here to apologize."

"Well I wouldn't accept it either way."

"Am I interrupting?"

We both looked behind Goo and saw the pink haired pop star.

"Oh, DG. Long time no see."

"Good afternoon, YN. Goo."

It went silent as we all looked at each other.

"DG, why don't you come in. You came a long way."

"Oh, so you let your side hoe in, but not your own brother?"

"Brother?"

"Shut up, Goo. DG, are you coming in or not?"

DG squeezed past Goo and walked into the house.

Goo seemed deeply upset by this.