Through Unparalleled Seals

To Sam; Love Patrick

✧*̥˚ valentine's special *̥˚✧

"Busog na'ko Rick..." Samantha's smile fell when she saw me sipping on my ice-cold coffee, hindi na niya maubos ang cake na gusto dahil mukang nagsawa narin sa wakas. she told me about this small coffee shop randomly while we are watching a movie at their house, she wanted to try out the cheesecake kaya naman dumiretso na kami pagkatapos ng klase rito. 

 kanina pa kasi siya kumakain habang ako naman ay puro tubig lang o kaya ay tinapay. 

I can still eat more but looks like she's about to pop her tummy out pag nag aya pa ako na kumain kami.

"Rick, busog na ako." yes, it's not like I'm a blind babe. instead of answering her I just nod and checked out the counter at baka may gusto si mama at Samuel doon.

I smiled when I saw her glare at me through my side-eye, she is fiddling with her iced matcha latte, and now I know what she was trying to do... I want to smile and tease her more but I know na maiinis lang siya lalo. 

"Patrick Jefferson I said I'm full." now her voice is low. 

"I know, you just said that Samantha." I jokily glared at her too. 

"How About t-this." She motioned to her food. sinubukang huwag matawa pero mukang napalakas yata ang dapat na ibubulong ko lang sa kanya. 

"Patrick!  hindi ko na kayang ubusin ito!" mas lalo akong natawa, I leaned on and grab the fork she is using. I scooped a small portion to taste, Hindi na masama. masarap naman talaga, siguro nga ay hindi niya kayang ubusin dahil sa kabusugan. 

naka hinga siya ng maluwag after I finished her cake, we also finished our drinks at lumabas na, i was about to grab my helmet and hers when she tugged my jacket. 

"Ricky..." 

"Huh? what's wrong?" my eyes landed on her hands on the hem of my jacket, my breathing slumped as my legs became stiff. stuck na yata ang kamay ko sa pag kakahawak sa helmet dahil hindi ko maialis ang panigin sa kanyang kamay.

her small gestures never fail to make me nervous and want to jump from the tallest building! tuwing ganito siya ay hindi ko maiwasang mahiya. 

gago, hindi ko alam na may hiya pa pala ako pagdating sa mga babae. I'm confident performing, Lester, and I love the crowd sometimes. singing for various events in school and our family gatherings made me gain nerves, now that stocked confidence always dissolves when it comes to her. 

"Rick nakikinig ka ba? you've been staring at my hands..." 

bumalik ako sa ulirat ng marinig ko ang malambot niyang boses, my eyes widen a bit realizing that i'm again spacing out. kita ko ang pagkamangha sa kanyang mga mata kay mabilis akong nag iwas ng paningin.

its like she can see trough my soul and can easily read what I'm thinking, para akong nalulunod sa paraan ng tingin niya saakin. 

so... what is she thinking? 

"Bakit namumula yang mga tainga mo?" and she has to point out what is obvious! 

"W-wala no, mainit lang. tara na. uuwi na tayo... baka magalit nanaman ang papa mo." last time kasi na nalate kami ng uwi ay napagsabihan ako, i understand though. sometimes i feel like her father is only jealous of me because sam always confinnes to me instead to him. 

"Hindi-" mabilis kong isinuot sa kanya ang helmet para mapigilan akong punain, mas lalo lang akong mahihiya kung pupunain pa niya pati ang pamumula ng leeg ko! 

nang maka sakay narin ako ay kinurot niya ang making tiyan na halos ikahigit ko ng hininga. 

"Samantha." bakas ang pagbabanta sa aking tinig, it's not like i don't like physical touche. her touch just makes me feel unimaginable tinglings, halos iuntog ko ang sarili sa pader noong una ko iyong maramdaman kaya naman hindi ko nasagot ang mga text at tawag niya nakaraan. 

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TEXT MESSAGE 

mine💘

good morning, you took an early sleep last night Ricky?

r u okay? nag aalala ako patrick, mag reply ka. 

okay lang, i did sleep early hahaha. 

meet tayo today? u busy?

nope, punta ka here sa house wala sila papa

ha? hindi ba magagalit papa mo? i havent told him yet that i'll be coming over!

hehehe baka magalit erpats mo love, sunduin nalang kita then  let's eat somewhere 

just not inside your house hehehe

y not? im too lazy to get out e😟😢

and I'm on my period rn, and my body hurts

sorry if i haven't answered last night. 

tangina sorry talaga sammy! huhuhu

ano. medyo hindi lang talaga maganda pakiramdam ko kagabi😭😭😭

sige sige. wag na tayong lumabas. let's have stay in movie date? hows that sound? whats your cravings for this month? sweet last time right? 

do you want that sweet-tart again?

please no carbonated drinks again. mas nakakapalala yan ng sakit ng puson e

how do you know?

I just do!