MERE MEHRAM (completed)

Ch-20

" so that's all I could do," he said switching on the lights.

" I am very very thankful to you yaar tune bhut kia woh bhi itne kam time pr"

" chal bey dost ko thank you bolega, maine needed grocery fill kra di, aur saaf safai bhi, mein chalta hu ab, tum log rest karo, ye khuch local restaurants ke pamphlets to order food mujhe pta nh tha ki tum dono ky khaoge toh nh managaya"

" aap log betho na mein khuch bana deti hu fatafat" shehnaaz offered.

" not required hum order kar lenge" sidharth stated.

" but I need tea aap dono ko chiye" she asked.

"Bhabhi ruko mein banata hu aap dono tab tak fresh ho jaye" she was so stunned meeting a guy so down to earth, very helpful, soft-spoken, and respectful, he didn't look at her with judging eyes, he gave her respect, no wonders he is a friend of sidharth.

" I don't know yaar what happened with you," Avy speaks seeing him smoking which is very rare, he seems exhausted.

" but trust me I am here for you, whenever you need"

" you are, sach mein dil se thank you for everything and not asking much"

" shaadi nh ki na tune" sidharth asked.

" yrr shadi is not my cup of tea, flirt kro, line maro that's all I want, yrr feeling ke chakkar mein na locha ho jata hai"

They had a simple dinner of Indian thalli as per Sidharth's liking catching on to each other life.
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" yahan sb khuch kitna acha hai na sidharth, ye halki halki thandi hawa, itna sukoon, aisa apna sa lag rha hai" she voiced out standing in front of the window.

" you liked it" she nodded as he wrapped his arms around her waist resting her chin on her shoulder.

" Shehnaaz ek baat manegi meri Jaan" she nodded resting her hands on his, the intimacy stills makes her feel uneasy but she is trying for him, for his peace, he is doing so much only for her, leaving his parents, his job his state only for her, the least she can do is try to cope up with the closeness.

" Therapy legi, you need it, woh panic attacks bhut dangerous hai, jo cheeze tujhe andar andar hi kha rhi hai, and it's not good for your health, legi na" he asked softly.

"theekh hai" she answered simply closing her eyes, he was stunned by her quick response, he expected a series of questions, denying, and tantrums but she simply agrees with him.

" don't you have any questions," he asked.

" Sidharth I want to live with you happily, mujhe khud nh jeena ush past mein, mujhe nh chiye ki mein un lamho ko kabhi yaad kru ya un galiyon se bhi kabhi guzru, mujhe bs hum dono ke liye jeena hai, aur jo shaqsh mere liye apna sab khuch chor skta hai uske liye mein itna nh kar skti, trust me mein apse sab khuch share karna chahti hu par meri na himmat hi nh hoti, mein nh keh paati hu, mujhe woh himmat chiye ki mein apna dard apse share kr sku, ek ek chiz, kyunki mujhe pta hai un dardo ki dawa bhi aap hai aur mera sukoon bhi,"

" i can wait sweetheart, we have all life, we have each other, we will be fine and happy" he responds.

" Whats your dream shehnaaz??" he asked after a while.

" To be happy...to feel happy" she answered looking at his tired yet beautiful face.

" apk sapna ky hai sidharth, what you want??" he chuckled sadly for the first time someone really asked about his dream, about his preferences, his happiness, till now he is doing what is right from a societal point of view.

" aap bhut thak gye hai na" she asked softly caressing his rough cheeks with her thumb.

" to be frank bhut zyada thak gya hu, I just...." the tears formed in his eyes, he is tired, clueless, exhausted, and vigorous, numerous thoughts clouded his mind as a sob left his mouth, shehnaaz was quick to wipe his tears.

" it's okay to be tired na, it's okay to be clueless, it's life ye toh hota hi hai na ap hi toh kha krte the class mein ki life is all about dealing with situations aap usme thakoge bhi giroge bhi, but what's matter ki aap un sb Chizo se bahar kese nikalte ho, and that's what make us strong, hena, I know it's very tough for you to leave your parents behind for me, I am very..." he sushed her resting a finger on her lips.

" It's a new beginning and I know everything will be different but at the same time I am glad that we will construct new memories, live our dreams, and be a better version of ourselves,"

"Will you??" he asked.

" I will... We will live our dream..." she smiled packing his finger slightly.

"Waqt Lagega Par Sab Thik Hoga Aaj Intezaar Karenge To Kal Faida Hoga Yun Ghabra Kar Zindagi Ko Kharab Na Karenge Tum Sath Do
Zindagi Ka Har Pal Tumhara Bankar Rahenge" he said pecking her forehead, thanking the almighty and praying to give some strength.....

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The characters of the book don't follow any religion accurately..........they are just fictitious characters not intend to hurt anyone's feeling....