𝒫𝓊𝓂𝓅ℯ𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓀𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓈 || 𝒻ℯ𝒶𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝓇ℯℯ𝓉 𝒾𝓂𝒶ℊ𝒾𝓃ℯ𝓈

Abuse part.3

You get ready and brush your hair you kiss Nick goodbye and go outside to meet Shiela
Will is now with them

Will: you and Nick are loud

Yn: how do you even know that

Will: my cabin is next door

Yn: so you heard it all ( you giggle nervously )

Will: ye I did and so did all your friends because I heard them talking about it

Yn: ye I know

You all go to hang out bye the mess hall
You see Joan you immediately run up to her

Joan: hey Yn

Yn: hey

Joan: do you still want that joint?

Yn: ye sure

Joan hands you the joint

Yn: thanks Joan

Joan: no problem

You walk back up to Shiela and her friends and sit down you get the joint put it between your lips and light it

You start to smoke it

Shiela: weed huh

Yn: ye it helps with my messy ass life (you giggle)

Shiela: I've never done it before ( she giggles )

Yn: first time for everything

You hand Shiela the joint she takes a puff and instantly starts coughing

You giggle

You put the joint back in between your lips and smoke it

Shiela: how can you smoke that it's awful

Yn: nah it's not

Shiela: my lungs so different

You giggle

Yn: nah it's fine it's not for everyone

Shiela giggles

You smile

Annie: can I try it

Yh: ye s.. ure

You were about to give Annie the joint but will stopped you

Will: she is 13 years old ( I think they were 13 correct if I'm wrong ) she can't be doing that at such a young age

Yn: I started at 12 she will be fine

Will: no

Yn: fine

Shiela: so yn .... How many times have you and Nick done it

Yn: oh um idk I've lost count

Will: ew that often ?

Yn: well we do it like 8 times a week so ye I guess

Kurt comes over to you all and sees Yn smoking a joint

Kurt: Yn you know what your sister said about the weed

Yn: I don't care Kurt my life is falling apart and this is the only thing I have left

Kurt: Yn come with me we need to talk

You both go in the science and nature cabin

Kurt: I'm your friend and you can tell me anything why do you smoke weed all the time

Yn: well because it makes me feel better about everything until of course I'm not high anymore

Kurt: everything including?

Yn: fights with Nick ,my dad abusing me , fights with Cindy , stress , depression , anxiety , and my eating dis ..disorder

Kurt: I'm so sorry Yn I knew about your dad and Cindy but I didn't know of the rest

Kurt hugs you tight

Yn: thanks I needed that

Kurt: no problem

Yn: I'm gonna go Shiela is waiting for me

Kurt: ok bye

Yn: bye

You begin to walk back to Shiela and suddenly it all goes black you pass out on the floor

Shielas pov: I see Yn finally coming out of the science and nature cabin and suddenly she passes out I run towards her to see if she's ok I run to go get Nick and Kurt . Will goes to get Cindy alice arnie tommy and Joan

Yn pov : I wake up in my cabin on my bed I look around to see all my friends in front of me

Yn: um what happened and why is everyone here

Alice : don't you remember you fainted

Yn: oh

Cindy: have you been eating

Yn: um ( you stay silent )

Cindy: have you been smoking weed

Yn: ye

Cindy: so she hasn't been eating but she has plenty of time to get high you know what Yn I can't with you

Yn: how the fuck is this my fault I didn't know I was gonna pass out

Cindy: you should have eaten then you wouldn't have passed out

Yn: I'm working on it

Cindy: is it really so hard to eat an apple or something

Yn: fuck of Cindy

Cindy storms out with tommy following her

Alice: she's right you do need to eat or you'll make your self I'll

Joan: we don't want you dying on us

Yn: I do (you mumble)

Joan:hey don't say that who would I get high with who would I pick out my outfits with
Who would I have deep conversations with at like 3 in the morning who would I cry with also at 3 in the morning .

Nick: you two cry together ?

Yn: ye it's always okay to have a good cry about how hard life is

Alice: plus your too gorgeous to die

Yn: thanks Alice your pretty too

Alice : um thanks she says with a smile

Kurt : We all love you and we don't want you dying on us so please eat and get yourself well rested

Cindy walks back in

Cindy: I'm sor..

Yn: stop I'm the one who's sorry I should have eaten (you giggle)

Cindy; ye you should have but it's not your fault I get you struggle with it so we should support you

Alice: who's "we" you mean you

Cindy : ye I should help you get through your rough times and I'm sorry  for not being their for you in the past and present 

Yn: Awh thanks Cindy

Cindy: no problem