because of you - matt sturniolo

fifteen, always on a honeymoon

chapter fifteen, always on a honeymoon

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iMessage!

Felicity
I know what you're thinking about

Matt
Me?
Whatttt
Pfft
There's no way

Felicity
Go on
Just do it
Just ask me everything you want to know

Matt
Well if you insist
Which are your favourite album and every song from each of them

Felicity
You had that notes page ready there was no
hesitation between those texts

For born to die, it has to be million dollar man
BUT I REGRET HOW I USED TO SING IT I
WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GO BACK IN TIME AND TELL ME THAT IT WASN'T AS COOL AS I THOUGHT

Matt
Take that back
Take that back right now
Million dollar man live brought world peace

Felicity
Of course you think that
I saw the video of you on the verge of tears because Nick played a recording of me singing it

Matt
Excuse me what
I'm going to fucking kill nick I told him to take that video down

Felicity
Aw don't be mad at him
If he deleted it I would've never got to hear you sing backup

I think on Norman fucking Rockwell
It's Venice bitch because I used to go to Venice beach with my ex a lot it was nice
Until we broke up then I stopped going
But it's still fun

Matt
He does not deserve to have happy memories with you

Felicity
I agree, just waiting for the day you can erase people's memories so I can finally go to these places without cringing

I think for ultraviolence
It's shades of cool
Or Brooklyn baby

Matt
I would've guessed West Coast

Felicity
For shades of cool, I really thought I could change Jake and help him after Colette cheated on him but clearly that didn't work out well
Brooklyn baby, I wrote about me being cooler than him and I'd like to use that line in a better
context one day

Matt
Did Jake actually play guitar

Felicity
I had to lie because none of his talents sounded good lyrically
If you could even call them talents

Also it's so weird the guy I'm talking to is asking about my ex as if he's not competition

Matt
You think of me as a guy you're talking to?
As in talking to not just talking to
Not like talking to a friend

Felicity
Careful
I might write a song about you

Matt
That's my dream how did you know
Speaking of songs being written
Where do your exes live so I can kill them

Felicity
Jake still lives in LA no clue where but I haven't seen his face in person so good enough for me
But I do have to close my eyes when I walk past a Calvin Klein ad

Actually
They all still live in LA so I have no clue why I'm
still living here

Matt
Move to Boston
It's perfect for you

Felicity
I do really love lobster

Matt
You do know we have more than lobster here right?

Felicity
Like what

Matt
Anyways
Do you have any songs you regret writing

Felicity
The opposite actually
I regret not putting songs onto albums
I have a whole laptop of unreleased songs I wish I released because I'm not sure what to do with
them

Matt
What about Honeymoon

Felicity
Honeymoon?

Matt
Like your username
Honeymoon
Is it an unreleased song

Felicity
Oh
I haven't written it yet
It's silly I know to have an album name saved
But you know the honeymoon stage in
relationships?
My parents have been in that stage since they
first started and have never left it
I want to have a relationship like that
Always on a honeymoon

Matt
I don't think it's silly and you'll find the right person

Felicity
You think so?
You don't think I'm cursed with a lifetime of
shitty boyfriends and heartbreak like what the gossip pages say about me

Matt
Definitely
You'll find someone who won't mind being written about
Someone who will be the first person you show your song
Someone worthy of the name honeymoon

Felicity
Is the person you're talking about in my life yet?

Matt
He'll let you decide who he is to you

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My best friend's favourite Lana del Rey album is honeymoon so this chapter is for her