watchful of your thoughts, words and actions...
Hey guys! Are you doing well? I know it's been a long time, I apologize for keeping you waiting so long. And yeah, wish you a very Happy New Year. May this 2023 bring us lots of happiness and prosperity. We will have bad days and good days, just hold on to hope and ignore all those pesky external variables that are affecting your mental health. Don't forget to be nice to yourself too.
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Advika's POV:
"We need to talk," he whispered as we got into the car.
"Why are you whispering? It's just me and you," I spoke, pushing his head away with my index finger.
Why is he talking so casually, like we're close?
'Then what about yesterday?' My subconscious scoffed, replaying my yesterday's act before my eyes.
SHUT UP!! I'm trying so hard to get this out of my mind!!! Please don't make me think about it....
'You can't deny it though!' For God's sake I don't want to think about it. Just SHUT UP!!
And yes, he helped me yesterday doesn't mean we're close! Besides, I am not going to be friendly with him; Because I have not yet forgotten his past behaviours.
'You hypocrite!!! At least be nice to him. Knowingly or unknowingly, He is always with you, helping you.' My subconscious tried to highlight his positive factors.
Deep down I know he's not that bad and he's trying to fix things between us. But I'm afraid what if one day he does the same thing again? What if one day he stop--
WAIT! WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING?!
Don't get swayed by his kind behavior, Advi. He's a terrible guy!! If he was that good, where was he for the whole one and half year? He is a freaking coward!! First he did that and then ran away like a coward!
I don't want to associate with him nor am I going to involve him in my business from now on.
I felt him Smacking lightly on my arm, a lone tear fell from my eyes. Why do I always end up crying in front of him? "You... You!! What the FUCK?! I didn't even use force.. Why are you crying?!" His eyes widened with fear, and he began to wipe them with the sleeve of his shirt.
When he was sure that there were no tears on my face, he stopped wiping my face. "I hate you!!!" This was the first thing I spat out, not only that, I grabbed hold of his hair and started pulling it... brutally, I should add.
His funny facial expressions brought a satisfied look on my face. He narrowed his eyes at me and held my hands tightly with one of his hands.
What kind of food does he eat? Why the hell is he so strong?!
"You know what? You're hurting my ego," he muttered huskily, brushing a strand of hair from my face. The mere touch of his made my heart beat faster, I clenched my fist tightly.
No, no, no... don't get Swayed!!!
I took a deep breath to control my hormones, and slowly looked at him. But he already had that annoying smirk on his handsome face.
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