bitter sweet (wednesday x Enid/wenclair)

unsure feelings

Wednesday's POV

i had been sat at my typewriter before she came in
she sounded sad i couldn't understand why but i hated it.

"Wens.. I'm sorry i know you just aren't ready but please know I'm here" she spoke sounding upset
"its fine Enid.. i- i suppose i owe you an apology as well"
"so.. we cool?"
i turned to face her and sighed i couldn't help it
"Enid, you're probably the closest friend i have at this wretched institution as much as i hate to admit it i couldn't say mad at you if i tried. now its getting to be late you should get some sleep."
"but what about your nightmares..?"
"ill live."

i sounded nonchalant. but the spiders kept crawling around inside me. of perhaps locusts..

Enid soon dozed off but me. i couldn't sleep even the thought of reliving such a helpless experience i just cant tonight. i slipt out of bed and sat back at my desk choosing to instead devote this time to writing

the mechanical keys clacked echoing through the room filling the silence that once lingered like a heavy fog
the keys covered the sound of footsteps behind me as
"wens you can't spend all night writing. you need to sleep"
i ignored her letting her words feed in one ear and straight out of the other.

Enid's POV

"Wens please.. I'm rlly worried about you.."
i hugged her from behind making her cheeks go slightly pink i had to double take but her pale skin was just as it always was
she got up and let me lead her to bed just as i turned to go back to my own.

"Enid- wait-" i could hear the tone of self loathing and desperation in her usually cool deadpanned voice
"could you maybe sit with me or something.. just till i fall asleep?" her breathing was panicked

"totally!" i lifted the black duvet and wrapped my arms around her telling myself it was for wednesday but secretly i loved every second of it
she eventually dozed off in my arms this is just what friends did. this wasn't wrong.

"Enid.." she said as she shook me awake "are you sick.. your red as blood on the ice"

shit
shit
shit

i jumped up and locked myself in the bathroom shit she was right

why am i bright red?!?

it doesn't make sense i wasn't sick or embarrassed so the only other thing it could be is.. maybe i like wednesday?

i felt the familiar butterflies in my stomach as i thought of how sweet she'd been lately well it was definitely sweet for wednesday..
i sat on the floor and frantically Yoko

help meeee im so confuseedd!!

what now if this is about homework again?? just bribe ur spooky roomie shes like acc smart

noooo yoko its not thatt i was comforting wednesday last night and i woke up next to herr and now im bright fuckingg reddd

oh? okay sinclair youve caught my interest feelings for addams ay? 😼😼