A pub....
One dinner...
And a night of talks.....
Leads to nights of meeting , dating....
Leads to obsession...
Leads to want....
Behaving like a drug to the other....
It was addictive....
"Thank goodness no one understood that you are much...
‼️There are talks of trauma, body shape and size and certain insecurities. If it triggers you, feel free to skip the chapter. But let me tell you, you aren't the only one getting triggered by it, it's also me and don't compare your body to anyone else's, not even to the books characters. Everyone is different and I love you no matter what. So take this just as a chapter. 💜‼️
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This is not how I expected to wake up. Especially wake up to. Not to this...
What's wrong you might ask?
Oh well, I think ..... EVERY. DAMN. THING.
I heaved a sigh as I walk into the house which homed me till my high school days. The home to all my trauma and tears. But sometimes the trauma comes back as an old friend whenever I enter the house back. It stings but doesn't harm that much. Maybe being detached made me numb but letting it all go, it's fine now.
I guess... I guess it is fine.
Walking in I found one of my cousin's sitting there. Guess it is going to be long session. She isn't the gentle woman everyone thinks she is. Suha stared at me as I set down my bag on the couch. She came and gave me a hug. Guess the rest of the words will sting.
Suha: by not seeing you visit I thought maybe you don't wanna stay here anymore.
Siya: it's not that. I have been busy.
Suha: way too busy to even come here and meet everyone?
Siya: yeah. A bit more busy than necessary.
Suha: are you sure it's not because you set it that way?
Siya: what do you mean?
Suha: I mean that maybe you want to not visit us and that is why you take on more work.
Siya: I am not crazy to do that. Wish I did think of that earlier. Thanks for suggestion.
I thought to myself. I glanced a look at her. Silken straight hair upto waist which made me think if I will find a single split end on them. A t-shirt and home pants that looked absolutely gorgeous on her and more as if she walked straight out of a series, not living at home. Nicely taken care of nails and hands, pedicured feet adorned by an anklet while the ring sat as a crown on her index finger. Fair skin and a lean figure that came from minimal eating and more of exercising.
Suha: follow me to my room. I have things to give you.
Siya: what things?
Suha: my clothes. They are too lose on me. I think the size M should fit you, right? Come on.
Siya: I umm I am size L to XL though. Medium gets stuck on my bust.
