Inevitable

84. The Dark Mark 2 ☠️

I swear my head was about to explode.
I couldn't think even if I tried.

All I knew in that moment was pain.

I screamed as it got worse and I tried my hardest to get out of Mattheos grip.

I felt a crushing pain.
Voldemort tricked me.
I was dying wasn't I?

I wanted to get up, run away and never come back.

But Mattheo was much stronger then me.
I tried to stay still because the more I moved my head the more pressure was created against Mattheos hand.

But I couldn't.

It was one of the most painful things I've experienced.

I prayed to god this would end.

Finally Voldemort pulled out and I gasped.
I felt tears drip out of me but I don't remember crying.

"You did so well." Said Draco.
Mattheo wiped my eyes and kissed my cheek.

"I've gone though your memories and see no signs of betrayal. You are eligible for the mark."
Said Voldemort.

I didn't want the mark anymore.
I never wanted to go through pain like that again.

"I can't." I whispered to Mattheo.

I knew I couldn't back out now but I regretted saying yes.

"Arm." Said Voldemort.
I wasn't ready.

I was freaking out inside.
Mattheo held up my arm and whispered.

"I'm sorry."
"Wait I'm not ready." I said.
I tried pulling away but I couldn't.

Voldemort held my arm and his wand.
I dug my head into Mattheo and cried.

"I can't do it." I said.
"I'm right here. It's gonna end soon I promise."

"Your strong, your gonna get through this."
Said Draco.

Voldemort started incanting a spell and I felt his wand against me.

I felt a small amount of pain but that's how it started for everyone else.

I kept my eyes closed and dug my head against Mattheo. I was too afraid to watch.

I felt a stronger amount of pain and groaned a bit.

Mattheos leg started shaking and he circled his thumb on my cheek.

"It's coming now and it's gonna be bad but you'll get through it. Think of Harry dying, think of his death." Said Draco.

I felt his wand lower on my arm and prepared myself.

I started heavily breathing and Mattheo stroked my hair.

"You got this." He whispered.
The pain was strong but not unbearable.

Suddenly gasps were heard across the room.
I went to lift my head but Mattheo brought it back down.

I tried lifting my head again but Mattheo forced it against him.

Voldemort stopped.
I started freaking out.
Why did he stop giving me the mark.

Did he realize something?
I heard whispers and even some quiet screams.

"What's happening." I whispered.
Mattheo stayed silent.

"Your done." Said Voldemort.
Huh?
Done?

I lifted my head and saw the fresh mark on my forearm.

So he didn't stop giving me the mark.

I looked at Draco and he was pale.
I looked at Mattheo.
He looked at me like I was insane.