エ'𝐥𝐥 ꗟ𝘢𝑣ǝ 𝙔စ𝓊 ⧿ ꗟ𝖍𝘢𝖞 ✗ ❗ꗟ𝓊𝚒🇨𝚒Ꮷ𝘢𝐥❗ ℟ǝ𝘢Ꮷǝ𝖗

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"What aren't you telling me, Y/N? You can trust me..." he tells them with a calming tone.

"I-I can't eat much...especially rich foods..." they reply, their voice trembling and hesitant.

"Did you used to...starve yourself..?"

They silently nod, tears streaming down their face as they broke down in front of him.

So he sits on the bed next to Y/N and hugs them tightly. They cling to him, sobbing into his shirt.

He runs one of his hands through their soft H/L H/C hair and making soothing circles on their back with his other hand. "It's okay," he says. "Let it all out Y/N, I'm here."

They hug him tightly, their hands clawing into his back.

They stop crying after a while and look up at him, their E/C eyes glassy and brimming with tears. He gives them a small smile.

"Want to watch TV with me here?" he asks them.

Y/N nods and gives him a small smile.

Timeskip, Shay's POV

Y/N had fallen asleep on his chest. He and Y/N had found a comfortable spot on the bed and started watching something on the TV in his room.

And now here he and Y/N were cuddling on his bed.

He felt...a spark between him and Y/N and he didn't know how to say it, to word it, but it felt like...love.

He had known them for only two months and he felt actual love for them.

He smiles at the sleeping form of Y/N against his chest and gently brushes their soft H/L H/C hair out of their face and gives them a small, tender kiss on the forehead before sleep claimed him for the night.

Timeskip, your POV

You open your eyes.

And see you were cuddled into Shay's chest. You blush a bit, sure, you've known him for two months, but you had the feeling you wanted to be more than friends with him. And to you, it looked near damn impossible Shay felt the same way about you.

You push the thought out of your head.

You try to move, but Shay already had his arm around your waist and was tightening his grip. You feel your face heat up and you try to escape his grip, but he simply tightens his grip around your waist again and gruffly says, "Stay here, Y/N."

Damn it, you wanted to stay. But it was the morning, time for your coffee, and coffee was more important right now.

"Shay, wake up." you say as you're trapped in his arms. He wakes up and faces you with a bit of a groggy half smile on his face.

"Morning, love." he says to you in the same groggy voice as he did when telling you to stay with him. Your face heats up a bit.

"Shay, can I please get my coffee now?" you ask him impatiently.

"No."

And with that, Shay cuddles his face into your neck, his head resting on your shoulder. So you just lie there, knowing he won't let you go for a while.

Shay's POV

He was in love with Y/N.

He knew it in his gut, his mind, his very soul.

He was currently resting his head in the crook of their neck, where it met the shoulder, while tightly holding their waist.

"Shay," Y/N says again. "Let me get my coffee."

"...Fine." he replies, grudgingly releasing them from his arms. "Do you want a coffee too?" they ask him as they get out of bed. "Sure." he replies as he sits up in the bed.

Your POV

You quickly walk to the kitchen for your coffee. Once you get there, you try to focus on getting the coffee machine ready, but you see a knife in the corner of your eye. It was in a knife block and you could see some of the gleaming blade, like it was calling to you.

You abandon coffee entirely and walk over to the knife block.

Pick up the knife and cut yourself...

Shay wouldn't care anyway...

You try to put a stop to the suicidal thoughts swirling in your head, but can't stop it ad by the time you realize you were in reality, you already had the knife in hand and were preparing to make the first cut.

Shay walks into the kitchen and sees what you're doing. He rushes to you and grabs the knife before you can make the second cut.

You break down crying in front of him, thinking he would be frustrated or disappointed that you relapsed back into your old habits. Instead, Shay gently sets the bloody knife on the counter and hugs you.

"I-I'm sorry..." you say between sobs.

"For what, Y/N?" he asks.

"For relapsing into my old habits..."

"It's okay. Habits are difficult to break, especially habits on this nature."

You realize something as he continues hugging you.

You're in love with Shay.

You should had this revelation before, seeing as you have thought of him romantically a little bit, but you were just realizing this now. He stops hugging you and says, "I'll make breakfast for us, but in the meantime, please don't hurt yourself."

Timeskip, Shay's POV

He and Y/N were sitting on the couch in the living room, silence reigning in the room.

He wanted to confess his love to them so badly, but at the same time he was afraid of being rejected.

After a few minutes, he says, "Y/N?"

"Hm?" they reply while scrolling through TikTok.

"...I-I'm in love with you..." he says, feeling his face heat up.

"I love you too, Shay." they reply.

"C-can I...kiss you..?"

They respond by putting their lips on his.

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Me: *having a mental breakdown because the stress is too much to handle*

Jacob: Hey Ash we're going to- Oh. What happened?

Me: Stress.

Jacob: *gently smiles* Here, let me give you a hug.

Me: Okay...






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