shy girl to my girl

shes not okay..

josh's pov~
we get back with the group and y/n is walking with me
bryce- you okay mom?
she just nods
blake- yea you okay?
i nod.
she's not okay....
riley- i say we go back because we leave tomorrow but josh won't tell us where too!
me- it's a suprise. it's warm. swimsuits
lucy- YAYAYAYAY
i grab y/ns hand who is behind me kinda
kio- i say we go home and have a movie night
me- sounds good
griffin- BET.
bryce- I CALL CUDDLING JOSH
Ant- i've got avani so sure
blake- i want josh
kio- i want josh
griffin- i got my sexy girl
lucy- EW EW EW
we all laugh
lucy- that's disgusting
riley- your dads hot lucy
lucy- josh anyway i can leave today instead of tomorrow
me- i wish
griffin- anyways let's head
we all go back to sway.
riley- im taking a shower
lucy- same
anthony- same come on avani
kio- get it ant
riley- gross
y/n heads upstairs as well.
griffin- she is not okay.
bryce- she hasn't said anything since it happened
blake- she's probably scared and in shock
griffin- yeah let's give her some time but i'm gonna shower too
blake- how bout we all shower
bryce- alrighty.
we all go upstairs.
i go to my room i lock the door behind just in case y/n is upset.
y/ns in the shower. after about 10 minutes she comes out with just a towel.
i give her a hug
she starts crying again
i lay her down on the bed her towel still on her
me- don't cry angel, you're okay now. i'm not gonna let chase do that again.
y/n quietly- i feel like a slut
me- what?
y/n quietly- he grabbed me so aggressively everytime i felt like a slut. there was no care in the way he grabbed me. he was just using me. he grabbed me like my dad grabs me when he's mad.
i give her a hug.
me- baby you are not a slut. you're so gorgeous and sweet and amazing. nobody compares to you. i'm in love with you. i'm sorry i wasn't there to help you. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
i kiss her
she does a shy smile and blushes
me- you're so cute
y/n quietly- yes cause me laying here with just a towel is cute
me- babe this is cute but it's so sexy and hot. i'm controlling myself
she blushes again- you don't have to im yours
me- baby i could never do something with you right after that, you need time to relax. i'm not a total a hole
i want you to be comfortable and happy.
y/n smiles- thank you
me- alright my turn to shower i'll be right back beautiful
y/n- okay
i give her a forehead kiss and go.
i shower and out on pj pants no shirt.
i could out and y/ns wearing a long sweatshirt and no pants.
me- dang baby. do you have anything on under that
she pulls up my long sweatshirt which is here now and my eyes get blessed with seeing her a** in spandex
me- oh my goodness you're so perfect. you look so cute in your face, and your body is so hot, your personality is beautiful.
she smiles- thank you
me- you ready
she grabs her phone then nods
we head downstairs.
they already have all the snacks and blankets out
i sit down in a recliner and y/n turns to sit down with me but bryce moves her and sits down in my lap.
lucy- that's rude bryce!
bryce- he's mineee
kio- he's mine
blake- hes mine
ant- he's actually mine janthony for life
avani- im yours!
ant- uhh yea duh
y/n sits down on the couch in the open spot not even arguing for me. chase really bothered her..
griffin- y/n what movie you want
she shrugs
lucy- a good movie
bryce- scary
lucy- not feeling scary
kio- spider-man
everyone agrees with spider-man
blake- y/n you okay
she just nods and grabs a thing of popcorn
me- bryce get off i want my girl
bryce- that's so mean but okay
he laughs and gets off
y/n stands up and comes cuddles me
riley- y/n you're so gorgeous
y/n shakes her head
me- yes you are
she shakes her no
she lays her head in my chest and  i lay the blanket over us
noah- adorable adorable i ship y/osh
lucy- almost everyone does look at them
blake- very true
i kiss her head
avani- watch it josh that's my wife
ant- watch it josh that's my baby sis
me- avani she's mine and ant sorry man i cant resist she's gorgeous
blake- awwww
bryce- awwww i'm soooo single
noah- adorable
lucy- kinda cringe
y/n giggles
riley- oh good she's not broken
y/n softly- im not broken just in shock
avani- very understandable
bryce- im sorry it happened
noah- me too
lucy- i almost killed him
blake- you should have
lucy nods
kio- can we watch spiderman now?
riley- yes!!
we put the movie on and start watching about 1 hour in y/n falls asleep on my chest.
i smile she's adorable
after the movie i take her up and help her brush her teeth then cuddle her to bed.
me- i love you goodnight my baby
y/n tired- i love you my boy