shy girl to my girl

birthday

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i wake up and it's my birthday. i'm 17!
"did i ever tell josh what today is, yes he said he already knew anthony told him a few days ago..."
i roll over and josh isn't in bed
i get up and get dressed

and my hair

i walk downstairs
to just see riley and kio.
riley- wow you look cute what for?
"did she forget? i won't make her feel bad."
me- uh just felt like it
kio- the boys are working out at dog pound.
i nod- okay... i'm gonna go get starbucks and out.
riley- okay be safe get your nails done they look ratchet
i nod- yes ma'am
i get in the car then set my phone up, and start a tiktok live.
"ive done them with josh and the boys but not on my own"
i start getting lots of people
"omg y/n, I love you"
me- aww i love you too.
"don't get hurt driving and on live"
i smile- don't worry i'm still in the garage
"happy birthday beautiful"
"happy birthday we love you"
"happy birthday you're my fav"
me- thanks guys!
"what are you doing for your birthday"
me- you know just chillin
"what did josh get you for your birthday"
me- i'm not sure, hopefully nothing i don't want him to spend money on me.
"where are you going"
me- ahh this is a good one to answer while i drive. i don't have to look back over.
i pull out of the drive way.
me- i'm going to Starbucks because why not and free birthday drink. I also love Dunkin' but i'm feeling a pink drink for some reason.
mm then i guess i'll get my nails done cause ry said mine look bad.
i giggle then give a quick glance to my nails.
me- which she's right
i look at the phone
"by yourself?"
me- yea i'm by myself, josh and the guys are working out. i actually haven't seen them today. ry and kio are filming tiktoks. don't make a big deal about that, griley is endgame.
my wifey is not feeling good.
i frown
me- give her a prayer and love. start a trend #feelbetteravani if you see this i love you.
i stop at a red light
me- red light
i look at my phone
"you're not having a party that's sways thing"
i giggle- haha i love that. but nope i don't have a party.
"unproblematic queen! do you like bryce?"
me- i love bryce! him and blake are my sons. you'll never meet anyone like him.
"are you friends with lilhuddy"
me- yeah i think so... i've only ever really talked to him once. josh and him are like best friends
the light changes and i pull into starbucks
me- i'm in the drive thru
"y/n how is la?"
me- different but a good different
"those clowns scare you?"
me- i almost cried. i hate clowns.
"have you watched the movie IT?"
me- no ma'am i have not
"It's about a clown"
me- gosh i will try everything in my power not to watch it.
i pull up to the order thing.
worker- hey welcome to starbucks what can i get you today?
me- hey, may i please have a venti pink drink please?
worker- is that all?
me- yes please
worker- 5.11 at the window thank you.
me- thank you!
i pull up behind the car in front of me.
me- ekk i'm excited!
"you're literally so sweet"
me- made my day
"y/osh, is so cute."
me- josh makes it cute.
i pull up to the window
the worker is a girl who looks about my age
worker- 5 dollars and 11 cents
me- it's my birthday
worker looks up at me- y/n! also then it's free
i smile- hey, i'm live so i can turn it off if you want. or put your socials in there
worker- no no don't turn it off but can i have a picture.
me- of course
we take a picture real fast.
worker- it's your birthday happy birthday. i'm a huge fan.
me- aww thank you.
she hands me my drink
me- thank you, have a great day!
worker- thank you. you too! i love you.
me- i love you too
i pull out and park in a parking spot.
me- she was so sweet
putting my straw in my drink
"that's your first birthday gift"
i smile- yeah i guess it is. happy birthday to me
"sexy 17"
me- no way is that what's it's called.
"what are you gonna do about school"
me- i'm not sure actually that's a problem. i graduated last spring. i was a young senior. now it's just college.
"how was your love life before josh"
i laugh- not a thing. didn't have one
"nobody?!"
me- i had boys hit on me, but nope nobody.
"josh is lucky"
me- nah i'm blessed with him.
"are you in riley's car"
me- i stole it. she got another four runner a newer one. she loves them. so i use this one.
"does she care"
me i laugh- not sure actually
"where you going next"
me- to get my nails done i reckon. they probably will look at them and tell me to leave
i pull out
me- we are off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of oz. that gets stuck in my head. i haven't watched that in forever maybe i can convince josh to watch it with me.
i pull into the nail place.
me- okay guys i'll get off here while i get my nails done
"come back after i wanna see them"
"please come back"
me- okay i'll be back for a reveal. love y'all.
i end it.
then go into the nail place and get my nails done like