AFTER FEW WEEKS
"Lix?" Jisung said while slowly opening the door of the hospital room they put the older unto, Jisungs heart break into pieces when he saw that Lix aren't sleeping yet and still holding up to hyunjins hand, as he cry continuously hoping that the older will soon open his eyes
"Hey Lix~~ you have to rest" Jisung said softly touching the youngers back, as soft sobs where heard resonating the place, Lix then tried to wipe it out and look at Jisung with his red and puffy eyes; "I'm fine, you go home first~ I'll stay here" Felix said getting his attention back to the older while slowly stroking its hand
"Lix~~ everything will be okay~~ we've went through a lot and to ease you, Hyunjin has been in this kind of situation before~~ he'll survive" Jisung said, receiving a silent reply from the younger; 'That's when he was 13 tho, but it still counts~~' Jisung thought
"This is all my fault~~ only if--- if" Felix said, and then again starts crying; "If I don't hesitate to run, If---if~~ only if" Felix couldn't constract any more words as tears and wailing was the only thing he can do
Jisung rub Felix back and; "Nothing's your fault Lix, he only protect what he has to~~ even I would do the same" Jisung said but it only worsen the situation because Lix bowed to put his forehead to the olders hand and cry even more
"O-nly if~~ I didn't came into his life" Felix said
"Don't say that, I may not be Hyunjin but he'll surely smack the hell out of you once he heard those words; you are a gem to him~~ he treat you as someone more special than that, don't you ever think of saying those words again okay?" Jisung said to Felix and back hug the younger for comfort
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"Did he finally calm down?" Minho asked Jisung as he went out the room; "No~~ even if I tell him that everything will be okay~ he will cry even more" Jisung stated
"Okay I'll take care of everything, you go back and look after Jeongin and Seungmin; they are no different they are furious to see Felix like this~~" Minho said
"Hyunjin will be jealous to know that we are more worried of Felix rather than him, I'll go then" Jisung said and tap minhos shouder as he walk away; Minho slowly open the door to peek at Felix who is still in a state of shock
"Lix?" Minho asked while carefully tapping the Youngers shoulder, he slightly pull the younger to see him but then the younger fell right into Minhos arms; "He fell asleep" Minho said 'Of course he will, it's almost a week since this happened and he haven't get a proper sleep after that' Minho thought
"He will be mad at me if I sneekily brought him home" Minho said like as if he is talking to someone inside the room, he lift the younger and put him on the couch inside the room; he put blanket to cover Felix and walk towards the place where Felix always sit to wait for Hyunjin to wake up
"Until when are you planning to break his heart? until when are you going to make us worry? aren't you the panther that everyone was afraid of? why aren't you waking up?" Minho said to the air as he grip his hand hard, blaming himself that he didn't came right in time~~
-A very long time skip-
After three years Hyunjin was still giving no hope in waking up, Felix stayed quiet beside Hyunjin who is still in the state of comma, his eyes were seen tired and his tears just keeps dropping everytime he thought of what happen is might be his fault, he was slowly rubbing the Olders hand and constantly resting his forehead on it
"Minho?" Felix finally spoken after a few silent that resinate the place, Minho who also feel hopeless looked at him in envy; 'How far would you stay by his side like that?' Minho thought as he hum in response to Felix
"How long? how long would I have to wait? how long would it take him to heal" Felix asked; "The doctor said that the bullet stikes right into his heart, that collapses many of his cell~~ it will took time to recover" Minho answered
"Come on take some rest, you need that~~ once he woke up you can speak to him anytime you want~" Minho said feeling the sting pain on his chest as he saw the younger breaking down again
"I hope he knows that I passed the exam and was going to have a pretty nice job~~, I hope he was there when they announce my name on stage as I get my diploma, I hope he saw how I rode the motorcycle he gifted me without struggle; for three years that he's gone to this state there's a lot that happened, and I couldn't bring myself to happiness" Felix said as small sobs were heard resonating the room
"Seeing him in this state I couldn't help but blame myself" Felix said; "What if I just let him decide where we should eat that day, What if I didn't force him to stay on that place" Felix said, Minho walks towards Felix as he was holding a child in his arms
"Don't say that~~ Haengbok will get the wrong idea" Minho said
"Daddy, why is Dada crying?" the little child on Minhos arm asked as he cutely rub his eyes to adjust to the light on the room
"That guy over there, is making your Dada cry; why don't you try and slap him to wake him up" Minho said; "why wouldn't he wake up Dad?" Haengbok asked
"Because he couldn't Bok~" Felix said and once again cried; "Is your friend gonna be okay Dada, I can give him a super hug so he could feel better~~" Haengbok said while Minho was putting him down
Felix looked at him and hugged the child only to cry more on his hand; "That friend of mine is a bad guy~~ he never wakes up even thou I tell him to" Felix said
"You want me to punch him Dada?" Haengbok said
"No, Dada just need him to wake up" Felix said and hug the little kid even more; 'You hear that dumbass, so until when are you going to break his heart like this' Minho thought as he looked to see the father and son as they hugged; he went down on his knees and join them
'Even after so many years, even after having a child he's still waiting for you~~ you dumbsh*t' Minho thought again
"You have to go home bok-ie~ you still have school tomorrow" Felix said after whipping off his tears; "But you need me dada" The child said, Felix soft spot once again got tortured he carefully cares the younger and; "Yes I do, But you really have to go home alright? don't worry your daddy will be here to take care of dada" Felix said and smiled
"Come on kid~" Minho said, they went out of the room as felix went back to being depressed again; "I thought you're going to take care of dada, daddy" Haengbok said
"Yeah sure I'll just make sure you can go home safely" Minho said
"Dada is so sad~~ I haven't see him smile genuinely, his smiles are fake" Haengbok said, shocking Minho at how mature the child can think; "You will definitely be growing as a perfect alpha, just like Daddy~~" Minho said and rub his nose to Haengbok which lead the child to chuckle
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Strawberries and Cigarettes/// Hyunlix
FanfictionOMEGA Lee Felix, a working college student he has been working for lots of job just to make sure that he had enough money for his college tuition disregarding the fact that he also need daily expenses, Felix always takes risk in doing his job and th...
