This isn't what I expected[SBI x Reader]

Back Again

nor8574

RUN. RUN. RUN. that was all that was going through my brain. by now i was used to the abuse and shouting and all that. that was normal. so were all the death threats. what wasn't normal was the fact that my most recent family tried to send me off to be a slave to the mafia. i was used to being a slave as that was all anyone who fostered me wanted.

i started to recognize where i was and changed my direction. i quickly arrived back at the orphanage. it was like 2 am so instead of waking someone up i checked in and went upstairs. they would figure out in the morning that i was back. after trying to be as quiet as possible i got to my room and rushed to the drawer where i kept my blade.*TW SELF-HARM, Panic attack* only now did i start crying. still trying to be silent i rolled up my sleeve and started cutting. after about 30 strokes on one arm, i switched to the other repeating the process.  after bandaging myself up i hide my blade and cleaned up. i tried to stop crying. i couldn't stop. why. why couldn't i stop. i quickly started to lose control of my breathing and shortly after i passed out.

-Time Skip-

i woke up on the floor. i looked at the clock and dragged myself off the floor. i got changed and then crashed on my bed.

^this sort of thing^

KNOCK KNOCK

"Y/N"

"Come in" i spoke as i rose from my bed. in walked Ms Puffy. She was my favourite work although they were all nice apart from one. " Hi, i was just seeing if you were awake as i saw you had checked in. would you like to come down for breakfast? Oh also there is another family visiting today" i didn't care about any of what she said. i didn't need food i was already fat enough. and why would i care about some family? all they would do is treat me like the others. "Y/N i know you don't like it but you have to get adopted soon you have been here 10 years." it was true my parents started the line of trauma, gave me up when i was 4, and then my life unravelled to reveal pain and suffering i deserved. "they have already adopted from here before. 3 times actually and all of them are happy and successful  so please give it a try" "I will think about it" i mumbled. Puffy nodded went to leave and then said. "they will be here soon so come down. also i like the fit, it suits you" i mumbled words of gratitude and then got up to follow her down.

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A/N

hi to any one reading this. um. this is my first story so pls be patient and i also have school so i might not update to often but yeah. hope it is good so far.

be safe

drink

eat

sleep

you are loved by me if no one else

have a good day/afternoon/evening/night/rest of the day

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