So, I've talked about this before.
I'm worrying about Lucas and my best friend.
But what scares me is what happened today.
So, news flash, Lucas found out I like him.
It sounds suckish, but Lucas was okay with it.
He accepted and moved on.
Which was really sweet of him, to not make his ego big and not make fun of me about it.
Anyway, today he and my best friend, Ella, they started having a poking war.
Ella would take my pencils and even took Lucas's pencil case.
He had this really cute moment, where he didn't know where it went and said, "Where's my pencil case?"
He hadn't seen Ella take it.
And when Ella turned back to me, I just looked at her.
I didn't have any emotion written on my face, I just felt jealous on the inside.
Okay, let me explain, I am not the type of girl with enough courage to talk to her crush with confidence.
Talk about being incredibly weird in front of him.
But she noticed something so she stopped laughing and said, "Am I making you sad? I'll stop playing with him. I don't have a crush on him."
So after school, I was walking my two other best friends home, Katy and Cassie.
Cassie had said,"I think Ella might like Lucas."
And anxiety kicked right in.
Katy then said, "No, Ella wouldn't."
I'm not so sure about that.
I just don't know what to do.
I mean, we've gone through this before in grade three.
I don't want to do it again.
But how would I see Ella after, if she started liking Lucas?
Or even worse, if Lucas started liking her...
