Yourbasicnonbinaryambivert's Book of Self

Lets Talk...

WARNING: This chapter mentions verbal abuse. If you are not comfortable with the topic please skip this chapter. You won't miss anything I promise :)

So lets talk. Yes if you saw the warning this is gonna mainly be about verbal abuse.

Look, talking shit about people in their face is one thing but shutting them down and mocking then 24/7 is another.

This chapter is for my dad but of course with that I'm scared to get any help or tell him to stop. So on here he won't see and I can ramble.

Sooooo...

Dear Father of hell,

Everything you've said to me the last few weeks, is destroying my will to live. You mocking me while I cry or try to justify something unjustified doesn't help. You pushing for me to be successful and being the most perfect human being in the world just kills my thought process for being that. I cannot be "Your perfect girl," I cannot be "Your money child" and I most definitely cannot be "your successful president/nurse." I don't know what got in your head, but seriously you changed from perfectly fine to controlling and mocking and being mean. If I had the ability to, I'd say you are NOT my dad.

Hate, your not child KookieandJaynotfound

Anyways, anyone who experiences verbal abuse at the time your reading this please don't be dumb like me and get help.

Don't

Ramble about it just to get shit off your shoulders.

Complain about it but not do anything.

Tell others but tell them to not do anything about it.

Suffer silently

Do

Get help

Talk to your therapist

Let people help you

Erase your suffering

Also sorry for this super random chapter, and I'm 50% sure it went off topic in the middle...I'm not very focused rn...