Connected Strings (Hanamaru Kunikida x fem reader)

I don't understand this feeling

Hanamaru and I went to Ruby-chan's house. "Hi Ruby-chan." I said as I hugged her. I saw a beautiful black haired girl who I assumed was ruby's older sister and also the student council president Dia Kurosawa. "Hello Dia-san." Hanamaru bowed and greeted her. We all went to Ruby's room. I've gotten pretty close to the first years but Yohane I have not seen in a while. I sat down on Ruby's bed as Hanamaru did. "Have you guys seen Yohane I haven't seen her in school?" Ruby and Hanamaru looked at each other. "Hmm after the first day she introduced herself and I haven't seen her since." Hanamaru said. "Oh ok." We talked about other things until Dia came in and asked if we needed anything as she was making some tea. We said yes and as she was about to leave I told her that I would help her. I followed her into their living room. We sat on the couch. "Kurosawa-san." Dia interrupted me. "Call me Dia as you're a friend of Ruby's." "Uh of course Dia-san so I think you should let Ruby become a school idol!" I told her. "Why are you telling me this?" Dia asked. "Because Ruby wants to become a school idol but it seems you are holding her back." Dia nodded her head. "I see so she wants to become a school idol I'm happy." Confused about why she was happy I asked why. "Because she Wants to do something on her own. Let me tell you Ruby was always following me so to see her have something she wants to do makes me proud." "But I thought you hated school idols?" "No I. . . Nothing but even if I hated school idols if Ruby wants to be one I wouldn't stop her." I laughed a bit. "What are you laughing at?" Dia asked. "Nothing just I was a bit intimidated by you at first but now I see that you're just cute and caring." "Ahh wha- I!" She didn't say anything else as she seemed flustered. The tea was ready and both me and Dia brought it to Ruby's room. Dia then left as I sat down on Ruby's bed. The rest of the day we ended up talking about school idols and other stuff. It was getting dark so me and Hanamaru were getting ready to leave. "Bye Ruby-chan." We both said and then we left. "Hanamaru do you want to be a school idol?" "Huh!? Me no never besides I'm not even active so I don't think I could." I nodded my head. "Um can we stop by somewhere Hanamaru is that fine?"
"Of course but where?" "To the store." We got there as I just wanted to have some ice cream. "Choose a flavor." Hanamaru chose orange and I got *insert flavor* and bought it. We sat down on the bench right outside. "Hey Y/n." "Yeah Hanamaru." "Have you ever liked someone?" I was quite startled by that question. "No but why?" "I just wanted to know." She put her head on my shoulder. "I've never been in love have you?" I asked. "No but um anyways can I try your ice cream." "Only if you let me have a bite of yours." "Haha of course I will." She took a bite of mine and I took a bite of hers. Hanamaru was for some reason really beautifully today I mean she always is but today she was beautiful maybe it was the sun that made her shine. "Y/n hello?" I realized I spaced out looking at her. "Ah yeah I'm good." We finished our ice creams and we countinued walking home. "Uhm Hanamaru maybe I could walk you home today." "Really I would love that." We talked and talked until we got to her place. "Bye Y/n." She said as she hugged me. I wanted to hug her tightly but didn't want to come off to strong. "See you Hanamaru." I got home and saw Riko running out of the building next to us. A dog came out running and so did Chika and You-chan. "Aghhhh! CHIKA PUT HER ON A LEASH PLEASE!" "RIKO SHE WONT BITE I PROMISE!" "Y/N!" She ran behind me as the dog came up to me. "Aww who's this." I said as started petting her. "Sorry Y/n this is Shiitake." Chika said. "So why are you guys coming out of that motel." "Haha that's actually Chika's house." You-chan said. "Huh really well then that makes sense as too why I heard Riko talking to Riko that one time. "You heard that!?" "Yeah but don't worry I left but actually what song were you playing Riko?" "You don't know that song!" Chika chimed in. "It's Yume no tobira by muse!" "No but it's a nice song."
"So when are you guys performing. "On xx date." You chan said. "Are you gonna be there?" Riko asked. "Of course I will how could I miss it anyways I'm gonna go now bye!" I said as I went inside my house and into my room. "I don't really know what to do." I said to myself. I didn't really have any hobbies or do anything much. "I guess I'll just play a game." I played games for a few hours before I knocked out.

I woke up to Riko's mom waking me up. "You're late Y/n." I heard her say. I took out my phone to check the time and it was already a few hours into school. I sprung up and got ready quick I wondered why Riko didn't wake me up. I got to Uranoshi and saw a blonde girl who was a third year at the entrance. She looked kinda sad. "Are you okay?" I asked. "Well of course I am!" She said with a smile. "Also you're late and as the school director you get detention." What a third year is the school director!? I was to confused to speak. "It's joke besides I guess I'm also late anyways I'm Mari Ohara." She held out her hand. I shook it. "I'm Y/n L/n soo are you really the school director or is that a joke too." "Oh that part isn't a joke I'm a student and school director. "Well then Ohara-senpai nice to meet you." "Let's get to class Y/n." "Ok." We both went inside. "Bye Ohara-senpai. I said as she went too her class. I went inside hopping the teacher wouldn't notice but of course she did. After the teachers lecture I went up to Riko. "Why didn't you wake me up!" I asked. "Well maybe you should learn how to wake up yourself." "It was only twice Riko that I overslept."  "Yeah whatever." "Oh did you see the new school director Riko?" I said. "Mari yeah she's actually the reason we're doing a show." "Really and you didn't tell me!" "You were somewhere else at the time." "Hmm I guess so but still!" Me and Riko talked a bit more before we had our next class.

At the end of the day Hanamaru came to my class was I was packing up to go home. "Y/n do you want to stay in the library with me?" I was happy with this question as me and Hanamaru were spending more alone time together. "Yeah I would love to!" I packed my stuff and we went to the library. We sat down where we usually sat. "Hanamaru are you gonna go to Aquors live show?" I asked. "Of course I will as long as Ruby will I will." "I see then we'll all watch them together." I said. Hanamaru read her book as I didn't feel like reading I started to draw. The silence between us wasnt awkward but it was peacefull. I ended falling asleep. I woke up to feel Hanamaru moving my hair from my face. "Y/n you're so pretty." I could feel my heart beat faster but still pretended too sleep. "Ah no what am I thinking." I heard her say and she went back to reading. I wondered what she thought. I pretended to sleep for a little longer before I "woke up"."
"Oh you're awake now." "How long was I asleep?" "An hour or two." I felt bad when she said I slept for that long as I felt maybe we should have talked more. "Sorry for sleeping." "No don't worry you were really cute in your sleep so maybe it was more like a reward to see you be so comfortable around me."  I felt happy hearing that. "Haha I want to you asleep too." Its fun talking to Hanamaru but these few days when I hang out with her it feels like my heart is going to pop out of my chest. I don't understand this feeling.