⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
MENTIONS OF SELF HARM
AND SUICIDE
I felt the blood dripping down my thigh as I realize what I had done. I had thought I was clean for months, but as of now, that is not the truth.
I opened my eyes to see that I'm back in the hospital again. "Did I do it again" I ask myself. I look down at the many scars going down my wrist and thighs. I'm disappointed, I thought I could get through it without resorting to self harm.
My name is Paige Jackson, I would've been 6 months clean , if I hadn't relapsed.
I feel a sharp pain from my leg "shit." I whispered as I sighed. "May I ask...why?" I looked up, and saw Maxine. "Are you the only one here?" I ask her. "Are you serious right now, I'm the one that found you lying there so no they aren't here" She sighs before continuing "I told your step mom what happened, and where I was taking you, I thought she would be here by now, but I guess not." she slowly sits back down and starts crying.
"You know how much this is draining me" she looks back up at me "I take care of you and I'm not even related to you, I have taken you to the hospital for this how many times now and yet you keep doing it. I don't know what it feels like to be in your position and I don't understand the satisfaction you get from cutting your skin raw. But hey if you want to keep doing it that's on you. I'm sorry I couldn't have been there to stop you from relapsing, I care about you I truly do but do you understand how it feels to watch you go through this because it hurts." I lay there silently taking in every word she says. "I'm sorry max I truly am but I can't change myself, I try I really do but i never change." I say as I feel a tear fall onto my chest.
I hate my life and that's a fact. Nothing will change that. I always told myself that until I met Max..
----you make it to the end of chapter one if there are any spelling mistakes or anything you think could make it better pls leave a comment telling me so I can make it better. Thank you enjoy the next chapter.. I'm signing off----
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Paige?
RomancePaige is a 16 y/o highschool student who has had a crush on her best friend Maxine (max for short) Paige had struggled with finding her place in life. She has struggle with self harm and loving herself,but luckily she has a best friend who cares. *T...
