my so heavy heart

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been staring at this glass for a few minutes now
unbothered
barely breathing
barely moving
as i tried to lift this heavy hand
our song started to play on the background
everything else was so loud
yet it started to mute
either way
it was only your silhouette which stayed
my hardly lifted hand fell back on the table
as if the whole body were paralysed
at the words i remember you singing
at the dance i could still feel
the hurt of your absence
is turning my insides up around
is stabbing me in my belly
is hitting me on the head
as the song said its last words
and the music faded in this crowd
i held my so very heavy heart with both hands
whispering
not to bleed out

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