Ok now I really wanna leave
I've lied to u and others
Lied that I was happy
Lied that I moved on
I just wish I did
But it's the opposite
I know I've accepted my feelings
But why does this grow
Why am I suffering
I don't want this, I don't
But at the end of the day I go farther
Farther away from moving on
It grows more and more deeper
It makes me cringe
But it's true and I don't know what to do
And I don't think it will stop
I just like you
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