WOMANIZER'S LITTLE GIRL #2

CHAPTER 27

My tears started to fall nonstop again. The thought of him being tired of my attitude terrifies me. Natatakot akong magsawa siya sa ugali ko at iwan na lang niya ako.

"Fuck. I'm sorry, baby. I don't know it will hurt you so much... Forgive me please."

He kept cursing to himself when I cannot stop myself from crying. Mahigpit na rin ang yakap niya sa'kin habang hinahalikan niya ang ulo ko.

Nang medyo huminahon ang iyak ko ay doon lamang ako nagsalita. "Are you going to l-leave me?"

My voice broke asking that question. I buried my face to his neck and continued sobbing. Hinayaan niya ako and he even buried my face more on his neck.

"Fucking no. What made you think I'll leave you?" Ramdam kong nahihirapan siya at hindi ko alam kung bakit. It looks like he's enduring something.

"I-I told you, H-Hezekiah. Having me is never been easy. M-Mahihirapan ka sa'kin and you don't know me yet."

"Then let me know you more. I will never leave you, Caprice. No matter what. Just don't leave me too, please. I promise to inform you everything about me just don't think of going back in your Grandmother's mansion," he begged.

"Okay," mahina kong sagot na nakapikit na.

Dahil pagod ako sa shopping namin ni Alex kanina at dumagdag pa ang pag-uusap namin, nakatulugan ko na ang pag-uusap namin. I slept on his shoulders while he caresses my hair.

"Sleep well, love."

I'm not sure if I really heard that from him or it's just a dream. Nagising na lang akong gabi na. I roamed my eyes until it settled on his naked back. He's holding his phone and it's obvious he's talking with someone over it.

"Yes po, Tita. I'll tell, Caprice about it," he said before ending the call.

My eyebrows raised when I realized it was my mom. Why did she call Hezekiah when she can call me?

Humarap siya at eksatong dumapo sa'kin ang mga mata niya. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa hubad niyang katawan. Kung nasa mood lang sana ako ay baka ako na mismo ang nag-aya sa kanyang gawin iyon.

He walked towards me and sat beside me. He wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me closer to him.

"Your mom called. She's saying she wants to invite you tomorrow lunch at their mansion. Do you want to go there?" he asked as he start to play my hair.

Hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan ang nangyari pero unti-unti ay naintindihan ko naman ang paliwanag niya. I believed him because I felt his sincerity earlier. I know he's not lying but I can't help being hurt.

"May klase ako bukas," I said in a weak voice.

I heard him cursed when he heard my voice. I'm sure he's blaming himself now. Kasalanan naman talaga niya kung bakit ako ganito ngayon. Pinaiyak niya ako, eh. Hindi naman ako iyakin pero nasobrahan lang kasi ang tumamang sakit sa akin.

I'm not sure why I'm hurt earlier. Is it because he betrayed me? Or for not telling me where he's going? I think both. Ang hirap naman kasing mag-isip ng matino tungkol sa dalawang taong magkasama na may nakaraan. They might talk about their past and decide to give another shot. I'm thinking too much.

"That's alright, it's just lunch. Doon na lang tayo kakain," he said as he carry me to put on his top.

Napanguso ako dahil madalas niya akong nilalagay sa ibabaw niya. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang init ng kanyang katawan dahil sa wala siyang pang-itaas. Buti na lang at nakapants siya.

"Okay."

I lean down to kiss his neck. He groaned but I ignore him. Napansin ko kasing nawawala na ang marka sa leeg niya kaya lalagyan ko ulit siya para malaman ng lahat na akin siya. Hindi ko tatakpan ng concealer para makita ng lahat.