Try harder

Chapter 2

Atsushis pov :
He follows Yosano .
He sits down and she sits opposite.
"I just wanted to make sure everything was ok since Dazai mentioned you flinched earliest when he came in contact with you "
"Oh I'm fine really"
"Are you sure you never told us much about your past "
"It was a little messier than I would have wanted . I don't really like people touching me that's all "
"Ok thanks honey you can go now "
"Ok"
He leaves and goes back to his desk .
He can feel Dazai staring at him .
'why is he doing all this ? I done it once and now he's worried ? Please no one cares '
After 3 more hours of staring at a computer and piece of paper he was free to go home .
He says bye and is about to leave.
"Hey Atsushi can I walk home with you I'm done to ?"
"Of course Dazai "
They walk in an awkward silence .
"You did great today and going to do even better tomorrow "
"Thanks "
'yeah thanks for all the added pressure '
"Ok this is my turning bye Atsushi "
"Bye "
He watches Dazai walk the opposite direction he was going.
When he got home it was turning dark .
He goes to get dinner but stops himself .
'im not struggling again I'm just not hungry yeah '
It's getting late so he goes to bed .
'i am little hungry . No it's just my imagination '
He goes to bed hating himself.
The next morning he gets up a little slower than usual .
He gets changed and grabs a small apple for breakfast .
'its healthier '
He gets to work and heads outside with Dazai .
"Ok with your arms elbows to your side kick at me "
He does that and Dazai floors him .
'oww I deserve this '
"Ok good job but when you kick look for where my eyes are going and don't just lift your leg in the air "
He watches Dazai laugh at him .
He does what Dazai says.
Yet his head is on the floor again .
This goes on and on for 3 more hours .
"Ok wanna grab something to eat ?"
"Maybe later I want to get the mud out my hair first "
"Fare enough "
Atsushi heads home again .
'god why is he waisting his time on me I'm useless'
He showers getting all the mud out his hair .
He is staring in the mirror again .
He notices his faded scars on his upper arms .
'god I miss that feeling . What no I don't I don't need to do that . I'm better . I'm better ?'
He gets changed and leaves before he does something stupid .
Dazais pov :
Once again kunikida ask how Atsushi is doing .
"He's fine but he needs to try harder . He's not angry enough . Do we know anything about hun?"
"No I don't think so "
"Interesting "
Dazai sits on the couch and listened to music .
Atsushi comes in some time later and does his work .
"Hey Atsushi want to play a game ?"
"No Dazai "
"Please "
"What game ?"
"Question answer "
"And why would I play that ?"
"So I can learn more about you "
"You don't need a game to learn about me "
"Oh ok then how was your childhood ?"
"Skip"
"You can't skip a question Atsushi"
"Just did"
"Fine got any friends other than the agency ?"
"One from the orphanage "
"Cool what's their name "
"Bailey"
"Cool "
Dazai sits down thinking about the information he just got from Atsushi .