I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep
And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved.
I woke up into a nightmare ...
I slept most of the day. I couldn't stop thinking about Chandler .
I know I needed to move on, we didn't date for a long time but I did love him.
I needed him, to be honsest. He made me feel special. Like when we first met ...
{FLASHBACK}
Chandler sits next to me.
I can feel him staring at me so I
turn and look at him.
He smiles. I give him a small smile back.
" Hey Beautiful, my names Chandler " He says smiling causing me to blush.
***
I need to get my mind off of him. I text Veronica and ask her if she wants to hang out. She replies quickly with a ' yes ' .
I told her to meet me at the park in an hour.
I stay in the clothes I'm in now and walk to my bathroom and brush my hair out a little bit.
I take off all my makeup that's smeared ever where from crying.
My eyes look so puffy so I put on some base and bronzer to try and make it better.
It barely works. I put on some mascara and walk back into my room.
I grab my phone and walk down stairs to get something to eat.
My dad still isn't here. Thank God.
I walk into the kitchen and make a sandwich. I stuff the shit down my mouth like I'm starving. Which I am..
My phone starts ringing.
It's Veronica . I smile and answer .
" Hello "
" Hey I'm at the park already "
" Okay I'm on my way "
" Kay see ya " She says and hangs up.
I walk out the door and head to the park.
****
I can see Veronica sitting on the swing on her phone. I smile and walk to her.
" Hey Stranger " I smile .
" Oh my gosh hey " She gets up and hugs me.
" Missed you .. Like always " I say.
" Same " She let's go.
I sit on the swing next to her.
" So what's been going on ?" She asks.
" A lot ... " I say looking down.
" like what ..?"
" Well ... Chandler cheated on me with that hoe Joyce. We argued for a while. Then we broke up. And ... " I lifted up my sleeve.
Her jaw drops. " Beth .. I'm so sorry. "
I look down again. " You know I'm always here for you no matter what. You need to stop doing this to yourself. I love you. You're my best friend. I don't want anything to happen to you. Okay. "
She says placing her hand on my shoulder.
" Thanks I love you too Veronica " . I say smiling.
For the rest of the day we talk about random stuff.
Once it gets too dark we decided to just go home and talk tomorrow.
" Bye Beth " She says and waves.
I wave back and walk home.
It take me like 20 minutes to walk home because I walk really slow.
While I'm walking I hear someone behind me. I stop and look. There was no one there..
I start to walk again and someone jumps in front of me.
" BOO ! " The person yells.
I scream. " WHAT THE FUCK DUDE !"
They start to laugh. " Sorry "
It was that kid Sam. The one that Chandlers friends with.
" What the hell are you doing Sam ?"
" Nothing .. I just seen you walking so I scared you. " I glare at him.
He chuckles. " What are you doing anyways "
" Going home dipshit " I say annoyed.
He puts his hand over his heart " Rude "
I laugh. " Yeah whatever "
He smiles.
" Why aren't you with Chandler .."
He mentioned him ... Ughh.
" Uh .. We broke up. "
" What ?? For real ? " I nod.
" The way he always talked a bit you made it see like you guys were never going tono break up "
" oh." Is all I say.
" Yeah well I catch you later.Bye "
" Bye "I wave.
I finally get home.
My dad still isn't here. What the shittt.
I go upstairs to my room.
Put on some sweats and a tank top.
Take off my makeup and take my ass back to sleep.
****
Before I fall into a deep sleep, I hear my phone start to ring.
I let it ring for a little longer.. until the ringing gets annoying.
I let my eyes adjust to the bright screen.
It was a private number.. Who the hell would call me private ?
I answer it.
" Hello?"
" Oh my god Bethany... " The person says relieved.
" Uh. Who is this?"
They start to cry. " Beth, this is your mother .. "
***********
Cliffhanger bitchess.
I've decided to extend this book to having 9 or 10 more chapters instead of 5 . ☺
-mrs.riggs
