Sometimes
I wonder
If what I plan on doing in life is gonna get me somewhere
Or if my career plan is gonna flop
Because
I wanna be a singer and a part time Youtuber
But the problem is
I have a speaking problem
I stutter a lot, and often I struggle to get basic words out
But that's when I'm not following along with something or saying things quietly
Singing along to a song?
As long as I know the lyrics, I'm good!
Wanting to say something but not wanting others to hear it?
Muttering under my breath, I'm good!I would just start out simple by like
Working at a fast food joint
But the problem is
I'll probably have to be at the drive thru window or the cash register
And then, here come my speech issues.
I want a job that'll pay well where I don't have to talk yet I don't have to do much.
I don't wanna put stress on my shoulders when I'm older, and I don't want my speech issues to interfere with my working abilities.
Though, the interview?
That'll be a nightmare and a half.
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