you were once everything i wanted and more. now of days, i question if that's still true. one day we're fine. you're loving, caring, and all things warm and sweet. but the next we're terrible. you're cold and put up walls again. normally i would naturally try and break them down to get things back to normal between us, but that doesn't seem to work anymore. we don't seem to work anymore do we? i promised i wouldn't get attached again. i kept that promise last time. but not this time i guess. i crumbled. is it because i miss you in my life? or is it because you came back to me when i was in a vulnerable state of mind? i can never be too sure when it comes to you. you know? but i do know i can't lose you. especially not to someone else again.
JE LEEST
She was the Night - poetry novel
PoëzieMy heart that poured out onto paper, my notes, and now here. These are the words I never got to say and probably will never get to say. So, I lay them to rest here.
