Come on owy

Candle number three

I feel a cold floor on my arms. My head hurts. I use all my energy to open my eyes. There are three candles. One is burning and it gives enough light for me to see wooden stairs that lead to a vent in the roof. I am in a basement. What happend? Its cold and im scared. Slowly i move my head to look arround. I hear footsteps. Then i hear the vent slowly opening. Kai walks down the stairs. I say; "kai, what happend?". He says; "im keeping you here. Your safe". Is he out of his mind? Is he for real?! Kai walks back up the stairs. Right when he wants to open the vent i get up and run up the stairs. I didnt know i was capable of doing that. Kai hits me in my face. My feet slips and i fall down the stairs. Kai runs down. He starts screaming; " youre mine now! I will make you stay!" He grabs my ankle. And he turns it. I scream out of pain. He broke my ankle. He walks up the stairs. Not botherd by my screams. Tears run down my face. Everything goes black...

I wake up to kai walking down the stairs. I cant move. I can feel his hands on my hips. Slowly to my belt. He opens it and pulls it down. He pulls down my boxers. And then he pulls down his own. Tears fall down. He starts fucking me from behind. He moans. I used to love that. But i dont know what happend. I guess alot is happening. And now he is tAking my innosence. He keeps fucking me and I cant do anything about it. He gets out. He pulls up my underpants but he just leaves my pants on my knees. He gets up and just leaves. Why me? Is this just all a bad dream? But I can feel the cold floor on my face. And i can feel my ankles hurt. How did this happen? What day is it? I dont know anything. Im hungry and my mouth is all dryed out. Why did i ever fall in love with him... pain and regret cuts trough my hearth

Hours pass and nothing happens. I dont move. I dont speak. I only breathe. Again i hear footsteps come down the stairs. I keep my eyes closed. I feel him opening my mouth. He pours water in my mouth. I swallow it. Slowly i open my eyes. He looks me in the eyes and smiles. He says; "i love you". And I know after all this I still love him to. Its probably weird. But I will always love him. He found his place in my heart.