Y/n and Jimin are in same collage.pursuing their respective degrees. y/n is 2nd year of mount.Abbey collage and Jimin is in his final year they both started dating last summer.It was a hustle of wind.Jimin never said ''I love you or ''I like you".he was just
Dating y/n as if he was doing it for the sake of y/n's emotions.they never disclosed
Their relationship in public because Jimin didn't wanted to.
Jimin sat With his pen and dairy at the window watching the Moon and starts.he inhaled
The cold breeze then exhaled it slowly.opening his dairy he put
The trip of the pen on the dairy's paper and started writing.
DEAR DAIRY
She saw me smoking today,and
I'm glad that she didn't ask me
Anything about it maybe she
Understood that she will have to be patient with me. It's funny how everyone thing's that I'm tough,rough and that
Nothing Affects me.they think
I possess an iron shield,which
Is quite funny to think of It.amuses me
The truth is I'm fragile and more broken that anyone knows.sometimes it takes hours Sometimes days,weeks,months even year's
To collect all the scattered pieces of me and put them together in a complete frame.I
Could see that she wanted to
Collect me pick up each scattered pieces of me and make a whole new out of those
Shards.
There is a reason behind my
Decision to say along I.frequently say that It's good to
Remain aloof because it's a way to protect yourself instead of
Laying yourself bare and stripping down to your vulnerability, you can save yourself. what if it didn't work.
Out again? Frightened the propect of another fail relationship scares me out of my wits....what if I express it and y/n takes it lightly... what if she takes it for granted,me?for
Granted what if I have to leave all those Nightmares again,plus
New one.?.??Nightmares have already kept me away from sleep since someone broke my heart.y/n came as a remedy , but I'm broken to that extent that now I'm scared to reciprocate my feelings towards her I Know she was
Questions about my existence
And Questions it is built on Y/n
Will forever be someone whom
I will try to keep hidden from
The world I need to keep her
Safe if people ask me about her
I wouldn't tell them anything
Since I don't want us to be an
Open book.I in my heart forever.whatever look at her I
Feel how I felt for the frist time
It's something something that's
Talked about in the books people will talk about us I want
Us to be that book but they will
Never be able to decipher us.
Never
She often tells me her
Insecurities.but I never did.she
Didn't questioned why i don't.
