The Coolest Guy (ON GOING)

Chapter Twenty Eight :)

"I miss you so much Cream." he said almost a whisper.

"I miss you too Noah." I answered back.

Hinintay ko pa syang maka alis bago ako pumasok ng bahay namin. Actually, nagtagal pa nga ako sa labas kasi umaasa ako na dadating si Ice bigla. Alam mo naman yun. Pabalik balik din ang tingin ko sa phone ko pero ni isang text o tawag ang dumating. Anong nangyari na dun?

Wala na si Dad sa living room ng pumasok ako. I decided to go upstairs. Bakit ganun? Wala naman akong masyadong nagawa ngayong araw. Actually, nakaupo nga lang ako halos maghapon dahil sa meeting na yun eh. Pero bakit pakiramdam ko, pagod na pagod ako? Ugh.

I decided to take a shower first para naman magising ang diwa ko. I'm tired but I can't sleep. Muli kong ni check ang phone ko. Wala pa din. Where the hell is Ice?!

Natapos na ako sa pag shower ko at nablower ko na din ang buhok ko, wala pa din. I decided to call him but he's not answering. What happened to that guy? Unbelievable.

Naiinis na ako. Padabog kong binagsak ang katawan ko sa kama. Mariin akong napapikit. I just cant seem to get hold of it. Everytime nawawalan ako ng maiisip, isang idea lang ang napasok sa isip ko. Ice and Blue are together.

Hindi naman ako ganito dati. I mean, I had a cool relationship with Tom and Noah. I'm completely cool about them having to talk or even hang out with other girls. I'm even okay kahit na hindi nila sabihin sakin kung saan sila pupunta or sino kasama nila. But now, it's completely different.

Of course it's different. My conscience tells me.

How come it's not? She added. The difference Cream is that, with Noah and Tom, you dont feel any sense of love for them that goes beyond friendship but with Ice, you went beyond the line. That's what makes it different.

Huminga ako ng malalim. Yeah. I guess my conscience was right. When I was with Tom and Noah, I dont feel any sense of responsibility for both of them. It's like we're just friends. Nothing more, nothing less. Nagmuka tuloy na yung title lang ang habol namin. Damn with the title.

My thoughts were completely shut when I heard my phone. Finally! I grab hold of it and was fairly didappointed upon looking at the screen. Goodness! Of all the times in the world, how come Adam knows when to barge in? Wala ba tong social life at ako lagi ang kinukulit.

Inis man, nag facetime kami ni Adam. He's being an ass as usual. Wala na atang mababago dun. Unti unti ko na ring napapansin ang pagkakapareho nila ni Ice. They may not be real brothers but they grow up on the same environment. Most probably the main reason why both of them are so persistent.

"What now Adam?" agad ko syang inirapan. Tinawanan lang nya ako. "So, Ice isnt there yet?" nang-aasar ba ang isang to? Bigwasan ko kaya to ng malaman nya kung gaano na ako napupuno sa kalakasan ng pang-aasar nya.