Eternal Love

Chapter 5

"When someone else's happiness is your happiness, that's love." Lana del Rey

Sanja's P.O.V.

"Sanja I have something to tell you... My Christmas present for you is a trip to Germany with me. It's ok if you don't want me to come with you. I know how much you miss your family, so I thought that it would be the best present."

Pure joy filled me. Tears started to well up in my eyes. I pulled Zayn into a bone crushing hug.

"Can't breathe, babe." Zayn gasped. I pulled away and gave him an apologetic look. 

"So do you want me to come with you ? I know it's a stupid idea I mean your family doesn't know me and maybe they won't like me. I - "

"Shut up, Ljubavi. Of course I want you to come with me. Thank you so much. I couldn't be happier right now. And I'm sure they will love you."  I interrupted him.  

After smoking a few cigarettes we went inside and decided to watch a film. While I was calling my mother, Zayn made us some popcorn and chose the film. My mom was very excited to meet Zayn. 

When I hung up, I made myself comfortable on the couch. A few minutes later, Zayn came in with a bowl of popcorn and some blankets. He laid down beside me and I laid my head on his chest. Instantly he wrapped his arms around me.  Of course Zayn had chosen a horror film. That had it's good and bad sides. I will probably be scared but on the other hand I'm pretty sure that Zayn wouldn't mind if I snuggled closer to him. Not that I'm taking advantage of that.

Halfway through the film Zayn fell asleep. Every now and then I looked lovingly at him. My crush on Zayn was starting to get out of hand.

Although I was afraid I couldn't take my eyes off the screen. Suddenly a scary scene came. I screamed and digged my nails into Zayn's skin. He groaned and opened his eyes. I realized that I hurt him and immediately let go of him. I mumbled an apology and snuggled closer to him if that was even possible.

"Did you have a nightmare again, babe ?" He asked in his husky, sleepy voice.

"Nah, the film just scared me a little bit." I replied.

He chuckled and kissed the top of my head. We turned the movie and the lights off. 

"Ljubavi.. Can you walk me to the bathroom ?" I asked. 

Zayn busted out laughing. I looked at him with pleading eyes and after he wiped away his imaginary  tears, we walked to the bathroom. 

Afterwards we headed to bed. Of course, we slept together in a room.  Even when I didn't have nightmares we always ended up sleeping together. I loved to fall asleep and wake up next to the most beautiful beautiful boy ever. 

His tan skin, his honey colored eyes, his lips, his fit body, his smile, his personality, his jokes, his laugh, his hugs, his protective side, his kind heart, his scent, the conversations with him. That and a lot more made me love him. Yes, I have to admit it. I'm falling for Zayn Malik and I'm falling hard.

Zayn's P.O.V.

Like every other morning I was lying next to Sanja and watched her sleeping. I admired her precious face. 

Slowly I tried to untangled myself. She stirred a bit but let me go. 

Nobody could wipe the smile off my face. I was so excited about the fact that I would go on holiday with Sanja. Even now I can feel butterflies in my stomach when I think of how happy she was when I told her my plans. Luckily she agreed with me going with her. I don't think that I would be able to be here without Sanja. I don't have any friends so I would be alone and bored all the time. Jack and some other guys were my friends but since Sanja came into my life I'm nor hanging out with me. I'm not even complaining, I'm fine with Sanja.

Jack and the others weren't real friends. All they wanted to do was partying but with Sanja I can talk, laugh and have fun without any alcohol. And most of all I can trust her.

Sanja came here and it didn't take long and she had stolen my heart. But it's probably impossible that she falls for me as well. With her looks, her personality and her intelligence she could have anybody so why should she take me ? I'm just Zayn Malik. 

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