TN to NYC (A Sonny Carisi Fanfiction)

Drunk

****Sophia's POV****
Monday January 16th

8:30pm

I had showered and washed my hair, I put my oversized shirt on and my short boy boxers on to sleep in. I know as my belly continues to grow this will be my go to even more.

Daniel helped calm me down after all the dealings with Sonny. I was so upset, but I did have a really great time with Daniel although I threw up everywhere it was still a lot of fun.
I had a good talk with my dad and told him about everything that had happened today and his words kept playing through my head
"Maybe something is bothering him and he isn't sure how to talk about it or what to say, doesn't justify what he's doing but I know and you know it isn't him to act that way."

"Maybe I'm just supposed to move home."
I said
"Well hunny you got plenty of time to think about it."
Dad had said

I was fixing to go to bed and went into the kitchen to shut the lights off when there was loud banging at my door

"Who the hell."
I said

I went to the door and seen through the tiny hole Sonny standing out there, his hand on the door looking down
He was wearing a T-Shirt and a pair of jeans 

I began to unlock the door and propped it open some

"What do you want."
I said sorta annoyed

Sonny leaned up trying to make his way in
He wreaked of alcohol smell
He looked up at me

"Sophia please let me in."
He pleaded slurring every single word

I hoped I didn't regret this decision
I opened the door more to let him in
He stumbled in and I shut the door and locked it
He stood there swaying

"Come on."
I said

I went over to him and had him put his arm around my shoulders and he was in-between laughing and just swaying all over

I got him to my room and had him sit on the edge of the left side of my bed
His face then went completely white

"I don't feel so good."
He said nodding in and out

I got my trash-can with one hand on the back of his head and the other holding it as he began to instantly throw up
I was trying so hard not to throw up myself

He finished puking I put the trash can down and then he began to cry

He took my hands and pulled me in between his legs

"Sophia I'm so sorry, I mean I'm so sorry that I treated you that way today."
Sonny said crying squeezing my hands

"Sonny.."
I started to say 

He was beginning to sob and said

"I'm so sorry I don't want you to leave, I don't want you to Leave you can't leave."
He was sobbing harder

It was hard not to cry myself

"Sonny I think you need to relax."
I said unsure of what to say

"Sophia."
He was crying

"Here why don't you just lay down."
I said

"Can you help me take my pants off?"
He pleaded

Gese...I thought

"Yeah, do you have boxers or something on?"
I asked

"Yeah."
He cried

"Ok just relax."
I said

I helped him take his pants off and laid them on the floor
He grabbed my hands and practically dragged me onto the bed and sat next to him
He put his head on my shoulder