you and me-chris sturniolo

ten

real life-

mias pov

i got home from the party and i was taking a shower while listening to everything i want by billie.

(btw i am gonna write like almost half the  song so if you wanna skip i'll put where the song ends 🫶🏻)

"i had a dream"i start singing "i got everything i wanted" i sing while i start to cry

"not what'd you think. and if i'm being honest." i get out of the shower and dry myself whole continuing to sing.

"to anyone that might care"

"thought i could fly" i sing as tears fall down my face

"so i stepped off the golden"

"nobody cried, nobody noticed" i sing while putting my pjs on

"i saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care"

"i had a dream. i got everything i wanted" i sob while putting my head down

"but when i wake up, i see"

"you with me"

"and you say, as long as i'm here"

"no one can hurt you" i continue to sob while thinking about chris

"don't wanna lie here"

"but you can learn to."

i start uncontrollably sobbing "if i can change the way you see yourself, you wouldn't wonder why your here. they don't deserve you"

song over

i continue to cry while the song continues. why does this happen to me? what have i fucking done to deserve this? i love him so fucking much. the thought of loosing him to some stupid fucking shit like this hurts me. oh fuck. i think i'm in love with him..

chris pov

we were on the way back home. you can cut the tension between madi and i in this car with a fucking knife. as she's talking to nick she continues to give me like death glares. i do deserve it so i'm not gonna budge.

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we got home and madi opens the door. we walk over to the living room and i saw her. mia eating cereal on the dinner table. i made eye contact with her and notice her eyes are all red and puffy. i feel fucking awful for not trusting her and taking her word. i look away and walk downstairs

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nicks pov

the whole car ride back madi kept giving chris death glares. i was and still am so fucking confused on what's happening. we got home and i saw mia sitting there eating cereal. has she been crying? her eyes are red and her eyes are puffy. she looks stoned out of her mind. i notice chris look at her and look away, walking downstairs. okay what is going on? i look at matt and he looks at me confused as well.

"okay what the fuck is going on" matt whispers to me while we walk downstairs

"i have no idea. you felt that tension in the car too right?"

"uh obviously you could cut that shit with a fucking butter knife."

"we gotta ask him" we say in unison

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we were now waiting for chris to get out of the shower. he walks out and matt and i just stare at him