Royalty princess love The forbidden

CHAPTER 33: regrets

Akira's POV

I did that, i rejected Kennedy.
I rejected her, i hurted her, i saw her crying. I know it, i saw it.

Is it to late too regret? What am i regretting it anyway?! Uggh! Akira! Don't regret what you did!

Never in my life, kahit kailan hindi ako nag sisi sa pag tanggi sa kung sino man. But now, i just can't control it.

Hindi ako robot para hindi makaramdam ng pagsisi,
nasaktan ko si Kennedy.

Why?! Just why akira?
I dont know but i just can't see her cry like that, she's hurting. And it's all my fault.

It's my fault, sa maraming pagkakataon, nakasakit ako ng kapwa ko. Hindi man physically, but emotionally. Now i regret saying that it's just lust, i regret saying that what we did was wrong.

I know it's wrong, but whenever i kiss her, it just feel so right. it was like im not doing anything wrong,
by the time im kissing her, i was like i was just a normal person, kissing the one im interested in.

Eversince i saw that kid, i became interested to her. The way she act so childish amused me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, walang sagot kung gaano ako nababaliw pag nasa harap ko siya.

Nababaliw na ako, alam ko.
I can't like her. Because she's my student. But that's just one of the reason. Napaka daming dahilan kung bakit hindi pwede.

Nang may dumating na hindi ko kilalang lalaki at sinabing pwede ko na siyag iwan, nagtaka ako. Who is this suited man?

Pero when she said that she knows the man, umalis nako. Im afraid if i  stay there, babawiin ko ang sinabi ko. Babawiin ko na hindi ko siya gusto.

Ang tanga mo akira!
For the first time, naramdaman ko ang tunay na confession. I felt it, how she confessed. How she describe me. How she likes me. How she adores my presence.
Im speechless.

Nang makaalis ako sa alley na pinag dalahan ko kay Kennedy, natanaw ko ang bus namin.

Hindi ko alam pero, wala sariling kinuha ko ang phone ko at tinawagan si professor nedilia.

Nagtago ako sa isang kotse at tuluyan na siyang kinausap.

" are you sure ma'am akira?" He said from the other line.

" oo mauna na kayo, susunod nalang ako. Take care of the students, kasama ko narin ang apo ni sir domino." I replied, pinatay kona ang tawag pagkatapos niya sumangayon.

Nakita ko ang pag alis ng bus sa parking lot ng gas station.

Great, what did i just do? Pwede ko namang iwan nalang si hatton, may kakilala siya ngayon na kasama niya.

Hindi ko dapat iyon ginawa.
what's happening to me?

Frustrated, napaupo nalang ako sa isang bato na malapit sa poste.

Kennedy what have you done to me.
Bigla ko nalang naramdaman ang pag ulan. Mabilis akong tumakbo pabalik sa alley na pinag iwanan ko kay Kennedy.

There i saw her standing beside the black suited man, may hawak na payong ang lalaki. Pero biglang tinabig iyon ni Kennedy. This kid! Gusto niya ba magka sakit!?

Napapikit ako, akira what are you doing!? You rejected her! Dapat lumayo kana! Tama na ang sinaktan mo siya, stop acting like you care!
My mind said.

I care, i care. I don't know but i care just for her.

Nakita ko ang pag iyak niya habang yakap-yakap ang may kaedarang lalaki na naka suit, hinala ko ay tauhan siya ni sir domino.