"happy birthday anyway" november 11 2020
verse 1
hope you're not thinking of me
while you're having fun
i try to find other thoughts
but none seem to come
pre-chorus 1
hope you're doing fine
'cause i know
i'm dying
trying
chorus
happy birthday
is that what i should say?
i don't even know
just know it's a special day
happy birthday
hope you have a good time
'cause you're not on my mind
no, wait-
that's a lie
you're always on my mind
but happy birthday anyway
verse 2
hope you're having fun there
in your place in the world
i'm trying to find happiness somewhere
but then again, i'm just a girl
pre-chorus 2
hope your life is better now
trying to get used to you
not being around
chorus
happy birthday
is that what i should say?
i don't even know
just know it's a special day
happy birthday
hope you have a good time
'cause you're not on my mind
no, wait-
that's a lie
you're always on my mind
but happy birthday anyway
outro
when i wake up in the morning
whether it's sunny or it's pouring
i still have you on my mind
you're in my head all the time
but that's not important
what's important is you
enjoying your day
maybe eat your favorite food
hang out with your family
forget all about me
because i'm trying to do the same
even though it's driving me insane
i care about your well-being
if you're happy
i'm happy too
i care about your feelings
if you're happy
i'm happy too.
-still kinda relate to this song even though i wrote it nearly two years ago lmao
