I think I love you (BP x Fem reader)

5.

It was Friday night and Y/n was on her way to the studio suddenly she felt inspired

POV Y/n

The reason why i am not ready for a relationship was because a guy cheat on me.. he changed me for the famous girl in my school since then I don't have any confidence in myself before I was insecure but now..
I just think that.. if you let more love to come into your life then more you can lost and get hurt
(I just made that up 😅)
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I got to the studio, i prepare evreything to play or sing something, I took a paper and start to write a song
30 minutes later i end it and i start with the piano, only in 15 minutes i completely end the song when am ready to play it i take a deep breath and start to sing with my eyes closed

*Imagine that Y/N write this song*

Chaotic
Tate McRae



*Y/N clears her throat,closed her eyes and starts playin keyboard chords*

Y/n:I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared

And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common

But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?

POV Blackpink
They just finished eating in a restaurant so they leave the restaurant and decided to walk to YG sinve they left some things, when they go down a street with no one but them, suddenly they hear a keyboard and a very sweet voice begins to sound, very surprised they lean slightly out the window where they could see a girl..*

X:I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him

Lis:Her voice.. *whispering*
Jis: is so..
Ros:Sweet..

It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts

Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate?

Don't think I'll do that again, and, oh-ooh

You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?

You asked me to explain myself
Well

Jen: it's like she's singing her feelings.. *whispering*

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

At this point you here trying to hold back your tears

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic (ah)
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head

But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again

You let a tear come down your eyes

Goddamn, I felt it, I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
But damn I felt it
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
Foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?..

*before she can open her eyes another tear came down of her eyes.. and then another one She is trying not to cry and take deep breath She turns off evereything quickly to go but...

Before she could get out with her hand on the door handle... she starts to cry covering her mouth with her hands as she slides in the door until she is sitting on the floor...

in that moment she doesn't even know why is she crying, to much emotions at the same time, she remember her family and how much she miss them and her friends and the overthinking that she might not graduate of college.. *

Y/N head: im i doing the right thing?... am i good enough?

*Y/N is a person that keeps all the bad things to herself until there's a moment when she explotes becouse of all that bad thinking nobady knows that of her or at least that's what she thinks*

*after she burst out crying a few seconds later she quickly gets up wiped her tears and left to go to her aparment with her eyes and face still red from what happened

Blackpink view

*after the song ends they all saw the tear that came down of the girls eyes*

*they all look at each other confused, and look again at the girl and saw how she quickly turn off everything*

Jis: we better go.. *whispering*

*they all slowly got out the look on her until they saw that she didn't come out of the door.. she starts crying trying not to do a lot of noise*

Ros: *was with watering eyes looking at the girl*

jennie and lisa who saw the girl cry and rose about to, and they couldn't help but have taery eyes not even jisoo

*Rose let out a tear waching the girl cry en then Jennie and Lisa let out a tear to, expect Jisoo who was trying not to cry*

*Jisoo, Rose, Lisa and Jennie saw that the girl was about to go so they quickly run to YG entetairment but it wasn't so close so they hide behind a car until they saw the girl enter a building*

*they comeback to their house and fall sleep thinking in that girl*

You guys didn't expect this haha...
I don't know what I just did sorry..I'm not that inspired this days.
I don't know if I should continue..