'his Shinigami (Zhan❣ bo FF) - Mpreg

21.

-special-

the moment zhan heard the word SPECIAL  involuntarily his body dispatched from the other one.

bo was shocked but more scared. with zhan behavior

zhan repeated it " special" the word was ringerring within his brain waves...

haphazardly zhan body  was exerting some enormous amount of crystals of sweats from his entire body and a bulky ball of sweat crashed over bo's forehead before their bodies entirely got separated..... zhan face looked scared or more horrified to be precise which  made his  piggies stomach to chim in fear .... but not adueing any delay.... and neglecting his facials and fear 

bo immediately still winned " ah " " ouch" but he at the end sat in the soft matress with folded leg with clenching his gg hands " yes my special birthday ever" smiling his gigantic cute smile

still happily smiling " bobo  loves zhan ge"

zhan was still shocked

the visual before him killed zhan  , zhan  felt like he just hurt his precious - physically  , though he loved him -  yet how can zhan take over him like this when he was drunk it clearly was zhan , who was forcing himself  over his  bobo and he know how much his baby bo  love his zhan ge that he will never protest but only accept all the pains and bliss his gg would give him.

but he himself couldn't justify his action.... it was at the heat of moment he helplessly lost and and as a result he hurt his baby boy...

zhan felt betrayed by his own self. he felt like he just messed up everything

still shuddering " bobo"

zhan moved back and bo moved forward with happy smile "zhan ge..."

zhan still moved aback and bo moved forward. when zhan was about to skip and fall low, bo clenched his gg hands strongly and pulled him forward. their body once again smashed together and this stupid piggy - his bo bo was happily giggling

not understanding what his gg is undergoing....

but zhan was shocked like he just got stabbed with a rusted sward....

zhan mumbled " imsorry"

and zhan moved away.

bo was confused " why sorry me gg" still smiling " im all yours"

tough his body detached away , bo was still hanging to those heavenly hands.

zhan  again " bo im sorry" and trying to move away this time his voice was a bit harsh....

only then bo realized zhan is completely sober now and more desperately trying to move away... the same fucking fear of his lifetime kicked in and he was visually experiencing it.... when he really confess his feeling to his gg and he moves away.... the fear started murdering him within silently.... and his crystal  doew eyes leapt out a crystal of tears. which  rolled down to crashed over his gg clenched hand. 

zhan felt shatter , a gush of thougts rocks is entire existence. zhan internallys hiverd( what the hell have i done) screamed his mind internally

immediately zhan sat over the soft mattress  before his hurt puppy and scooped bo cheeks " bobo what's wrong baby what wrong did i hurt you "

bo nods " hum" cutely and rubs his running nose still with their hands intertwined 

zhan felt more painfull

zhan immediately " where"

one more drop of tear leaped out " here " pointing out his heart. " here it pains gg"

zhan knees dropped and his body bashed the floor. " bo" scooping his bobi cheeks "please" who was at the verge of breaking his dam 

bo immediately scoops his hands and utters in lighting speed " plz ge please don't leave me... do you not like me , do you not love me please ge...please dont leave me...at least not today i dont want to be alone today." sobbing vulnerably  " gg please " his eyes were literally pleading - fuck - not only his eyes fis face his vi=oice and his entire existence pleaded his gg to stay back.

still shedding his pained tears

zhan shuddered " bo its not correct i" stammering " you " 

bo cuts in " i love zhan ge " ( more than anything in this entire world )  " even if zhan ge doent like bobo .  bo will still love his zhan for ever.so plz" crying and squeezing those soft hands " plz consider it as my birthday gist .plz i will ask nothing else . so please ' sob ' please ..... please don't leave me today " squeezing zhans hands in hope " only tody pls"

bo kept on crying that zhan was shattering in pain too.... even without realising his eyes were also tearing up nonstoppingly ( again i hurt you my baby ) a tear drop rolled zhans cheeks 

bo finally looked at his gege locking his vision over his " please.... " but when he saw that single tear drop he wiped it tracefree even when he was flooding out a river he still wiped out his gg tears . 

and again scooping his gg hand's " please " 

zhan eyes now started  sheding few  more tear drop  " please ge. dont push me away plese ..i want more ...please gg " zhan was silent for few seconds he needed to pull back his ownself.... coherently 

zhan sat on his knees " are you sure" 

bo " bo love zhan ge"

"even if zhan ge dontummmmmmmmm"

zhan dived over his piggy again  and their lust full night prolonged allnight long

even bo's sore bleeding ass forgot how many times his gg filled him within with his sweet juice...

finally dropping dead.

the last words filled the already drowsing bo was " zhan love bobo"

and a  strong mooch over his forehead. bo lost his senses and slumped into slumber.

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