I sigh going out to the garden enjoying the quiet, soft cold breeze on my skin, my cheek was stinging from the slapping.. but I still was poundering..
Was george even worth my time trying to be what he wants.. or should I break it off and do my own thing.. I need a way to think my thoughts through there gotta be a party or something going on there always is.
"Dre.. is there a party tonight.. I need a distraction" I asked him.
"Yeah but you need a date to get in-" dream said softly.
I would normally take george.. but rn I don't even think he would want me to go to the party with how he's been acting.
"Mm if you thinking I'm asking george probably not he told me he isn't much of a party person" I said breathlessly.
"W-well who tou taking then?" Dream asked.
"If your and option I'm happy to" I'd say softly with a smile.
He'd blink, "like as friends?"
I want it to be more but I'm quiet littarly a pretzel tied up with a nice bow for george.
"Yeah" I said quietly.
It felt like my heart and servle pins stabed into it.. but I mean I am taken so I get his response.
"I'd be honored to be your date" he'd say hugging me.
I hugged back wishing a could swing him down and kiss him... without being known as a cheater.
Fuck why is love so hard?.. maybe it would be better if I wasent a mess and could choose who I loved for realz.
I must of zoned out looking at dreams bueaty because he soon waved his hand across my face.
"Sappy? You okay you zoned out looking at me" Dream said with a bit of a rosey pink across his face.
"Sorry- did anyone tell you how bueaiful you are?" I said hushly.
"Thank you- bit you shouldn't be simping for me.. you have a boyfriend!" Dream said seemly sadly.
Holy.. does Dream love me like I do him?..
"Haha! Yeah I do..he's so perfect" I said letting go with the fakest smile plastered on my face.
"Don't need to fake that smile around me sapnap.. George sure as hell ain't perfect if you cry everyday" Dream said resting his hand on my shoulder.
"Mhm..." I mutter.
I picked the wrong person I can fell it now.. I loved them both at the same time but thought Dream was out of my league so went for george..
But have been treated like utter shit. And I'm growing tired of it I sniffle and cry again.
"I'm sick of the fighting but I can bring myself to break up with him.. I know the him I fell for is still there" I said with a shakey voice.
"Sappy I know it's hard.. but sometimes it's better to let go then to force yourself in a unhappy environment" Dream said hushly letting me cry on his shoulder, littarly.
I'm known as this big tough kid but rn I'm in my weakest yet.. and it's all because of my conflicted mind on what to do...
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TᗯIᔕTEᗪ ᖴᗩTE ⋆ Snf/dreamnap - Sapnap Centric [Completed]
Fanfiction⋆Sapnap was dating george, however was poly, and george knew this but strongly worded his hatred for poly. and told sapnap quiet littarly it was him.him and only him in the relationship. Now sapnap has a thing for dream.. and well something happen...