Why Try?

School

When I woke up I had a massive headache,I looked over to see the time. 12:30 dammit.

I got up but fell back on the bed and grabbed my head, I was really dizzy.

I got up slowly and walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror,ew. My makeup was smeared and my hair was a mess. I lifted my shirt and turned to the side. I hate myself! I look like a cow. I need to fix that.

I stripped and set the water to warm. I washed my body and hair,shaved and blah blah blah.

I dried off,put my bra and panties on,then put on a black high wasted skater skirt with a black and white croptop. I put some knee high black socks with black combat boots. And topped off the outfit with a choker.

I walked to the bathroom and put some foundation,mascara,eyeliner, and did my eyebrows.
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I finally made it to hell. Great.

I walked down the halls to find Chris, but I noticed everyone staring at me. I like this knew look but I'm tired of people looking at me. So I said,"What the hell are you lookin' at fuckers?"

That made them stop but heard someone say,"You don't want us to answer that." this bitch.

"Shut the fuck up and go suck a dick." She just looked taken back and I smirked to myself.

I finally found Chris and Jenn, I walked up to them and said,"Hey guys." they turned around and ran up to me and gave me so many hugs.

"Where the hell were you!" Jenn yelled, "Yeah! We were worried sick!" Ugh I already got a lecture from my mother so I don't need another.

"Look I don't wanna talk about it. Can we just continue with the day?" They just nodded.

"Yeah sorry;also, nice outfit." She said smiling and Jenn nodded.

"Why thank you." I replied with a smile.

"Hey,so meet us at lunch. Ok?" I nodded.

"Ok." I opened my mouth excited about to say something but was cut off by Chris saying,"Don't you dare say The Fault in Our Stars!"

"You already did my love." I said smirking.

"Shut up and go to class." She said laughing

"Ugh." I groaned walking to my locker.

When I got to my locker I felt someone's hand on my butt and I shrieked while jumping. I turned around and saw Calum smirking.

"Get the fuck away from me!" I yelled scared.

"Or what?" He said getting closer to me, a lot closer than I would like him to be.

"Or you'll be sorry." He grabbed my wrist and I winced in pain and tried to pry off his hand with my other.

"Let me go you ass!" I yelled.

"Hey! Leave her alone!" I turned to see Ash. Thank you Irwin!

"You're lucky your boyfriend is here. See you later for your beating." He whispered the last part in my ear,which gave me chills.

He walked away, and the bell rang. Shit! Stupid Calum.

I rushed to grab everything,"Hey are you ok?" Ashton asked worried.

"Yeah I'm fine Ash." I said walking to first period,"Hey sorry I wasn't here yesterday." I feel like such a bother, he doesn't need to be sorry for not being here.

"Ash, you don't need to be sorry." I said setting my hand on his bicep, which flexed a little. That made me want to melt.

"Oh well I'll let you get to your class, see you later." he said with a cute smile.

"Bye Ash." I said walking to first period.
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"Miss Carpenter why are you late?" Mr.Clark said annoyed with a raised eyebrow, I looked at the classroom and all eye were on me. Luke was looking me up and down,he was also biting his lip. Was he horny or something?

Our eyes finally locked and we just stared at each other until Mr.Clark said,"Please take a seat next to Mr.Hemmings." Really!? I looked to see if there was any other seats but there wasn't.

I walked down the isle and got a smack on the butt from the one and only pervert himself,Calum. I stopped and he said,"Keep walking bitch." and I did as told,scared if I didn't obey I would get killed.

I sat down and started doodling in my journal, but I could feel Luke's eyes on me. I turned to him and he instantly turned his attention to the teacher,weird?

"Ok I'm assigning a project for y'all," God dammit,"And I will be giving y'all partners," Jesus Christ,"Ok Tommy with Jessica,Brandon with Heather,Luke with Amber,"Thank god,"Justin with Conny,Penny with Cameron,and Calum with Brianna." For fuck sakes! Really!? I thought not being partners with Luke just top off the day, but of course I'm partners with Calum, of course I am.

I saw Calum turn around and smirked at me, fucking hate this bitch. I'm so mad right now.

"Ok y'all start working together,and if y'all want if you want it more quiet, you may work in the library." I walked to Calum and said,"Can we work in the library? Please." I said quietly.

"Sure babe." I cringed a little and started walking out the door with him behind.

"Also don't call me babe. I'm not your babe." He grabbed my wrist and spun me around to where he was hovering over me.

"We can change that if you want?" Is he seriously trying to hook up with me? Uh-uh fuck that.

I pushed him off of me and said,"You really trying to hook up with me when you've been a complete ass to me? For hurting me? No fuck you and let's go."

I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have done that.Stupid.Stupid.Stupid.

He grabbed my collar an pushed me up the wall.

"P-p-please p-p-p-put m-me down." I said with fear.

"Not so badass are you now?" I started tearing up, he scared the living shit out of me.

"P-please put me d-d-down I'm
S-s-sorry..." I said stuttering out the words with hot tears streaming down my cheeks.

"You're so pathetic. No one loves you just remember that." he said slapping me and letting me go falling to the ground.
I grabbed my cheek and winced a little.

"Now get your fatass up and let's get this done." I got up and started walking slowly wiping away my tears.

"Ok so how are we gonna do this?" I asked quietly.

"What do you mean we," is he serious right now,"I don't know what to do." He said laughing like it was the most funniest thing in the world. I just scoffed.

"Figures." I mumbled, he grabbed my face to where I was looking him straight in the eyes. Fear washed over me and my legs started getting kinda wobbly.

"Don't make me hurt you." he growled, he let go and started walking towards the library.

I sighed, this was gonna be interesting.

So what do you thinks gonna happen?

Some action is gonna come and maybe some drama>:)

Alrighty goodbye my babes<3