Anonymous strings

Chapter 3

Viktor rolled his eyes. He ain't gonna believe him. Although he has few memories of what happened last night, he couldn't remember what happened after he stormed out of that bar. He was about to open the tap of the bathtub when he noticed a small basin that was filled with water and a towel floating in it. He stared at it for a minute "Maybe... he's telling the truth."

[End of Flashback]

"And yet, I still hate that guy's presence." Viktor rolled his eyes as he take a sip of his coffee and looked at his sister who has a sparkling gaze on her iris as if she is amused at his story "Earth to sister?"

"This sounds like the yaoi story I'm reading" she squeaked. She's a yaoi addict. She got like a hundred yaoi doujins in her room. Viktor rolled his eyes.

"Seriously? I admit that I'm gay but with that man? Nuh-uh" he shook his head to disagree.

"Come on, humor me! What if he's your soulmate?~"

"If it is so... It's still a big no. We're doing incest"

"Aww... I forgot in that part..." She pouts. 'They'll do a cute ship though! Why the world made them relatives' she thought as she puckered her lips longer.

Viktor shook his head. He was about to say something when a man entered the cafe and stopped in front of their table.

"Love- what are you doing here-" Eloiselle blinks. This is Skylarv, Eloiselle's husband.

[A/N: Currently thinking about how to describe this person but my mind refused]

5'8 tall, possessive, naughty, clingy, and addicted to her wife's badonkers. He's unholy, don't copy him, kids-

[A/N: badonkers means boobs. For those who didn't know *-*)7]

The lass hitched her breathing when her hubby pulled her waist up and hug her. He then kiss her cheek and neck "Hi loves~" Eloiselle was blushing mess at her husband's love actions.

'Seriously? in front of my coffee?' Viktor thought with a scowl and disapproving look. This couple was doing PDA in front of him. Obviously, he's annoyed with this kind of thing.

"Oh, Brother we gonna get going. We gonna go to a date" she giggles while clinging onto his husband's arm.

Viktor nods and gestures 'go ahead' as he continues drinking his coffee and eats the cake they've ordered.

"Alright, take care brother, byee~" As the shadows of the two vanish in the shop. Alone at the shop he's at. It's still echoed by the chattering voices of the people around him. Only he is the one left silent. Loneliness was touching his shoulder, wild thoughts gathering up to dominate his mind, and voices in his mind start making their own noises. Their objective is to make him feel swamped. 'Every time..' he thought as he gripped tight on his coffee mug tightly. He heaved an audible sigh before standing up and walking away.

Why these thoughts are chasing him? Why are they kept bugging him? Why don't they give him a break? Why can't they give him space away from them? It's too much... so much... he wanna run away... away from everything that caused him these overwhelming thoughts that kept engulfing him day by day.

Is breathing from this sea of voices free? Will someone rescue and save him from drowning with these thoughts? His stoic expressionless face is mostly what can be seen. As if emotions are a taboo word in his vocabulary. Was it because Russians were known for that? But he's still a human. He has emotions and feelings. He carries his burdens and torment every day. Where did he go wrong? Did he make a big mistake to merit this kind of feeling?

He's been calling for help a long time ago but no one came to save and help him. Like everyone has resentment against him. Yes, they all showing love and all to him, but something is missing. Like there's a hole in his heart that he won't know what he needs to fill it nor what happened.

Can he live normally? Or these thoughts in his head was average already? If it is so, can he be beyond ordinary? He just wanted to live unrestricted and happy. With a big wide smile plastered on his face because of the satisfaction of a feeling that he's yearning to feel.

So many overwhelming introspections crept up to his mind. Seeking his awareness to pull him down to the pit. There's no more way out. No more... no more...

"Earth to Viktor!" His eyes flashed as he finally regains the right consciousness in his mind. His eyes glanced up to the person who woke him up from the nightmare that ensued in his mind, Hank. Weird sparks, bizarre feelings in his body, his heartbeat making drumming a weird tune, his vision was fixed on this guy in front of him. What's happening? What the fuck?

"What's happening to you? I've been calling you for the 10th time and you're... making things erm dumb" Viktor's brows knotted in confusion 'making things dumb? what does he mean?' He looked around. Seemingly he's unconsciously gone home already. He flutters seeing his shoes were at the coffee table in the living room, the vacuum was energetically moving on its own with a plushie on its top as if it's the one who controls the vacuum, and now the coffee maker was spilling because the mug was upside down.

Maybe... he does some things so dopey sometimes.

Viktor lightly blushed in shame. The fuck did he do while he was overwhelmed? God this is so embarrassing.

"Hey, are you okay?" Viktor shook his head before he snuck out from his grasp he went at the coffee maker and punch it till it broke.

"The coffee maker is broken" he coldly said before he sprints up to his room. He immediately locked the door and flopped on the bed.

'God, what's happening to me? This is not me!' he creaked while his face was buried on the pillow. Squealing and squiggling.

He pants from his screeching, as his mind diverted to a different topic. This time in what he saw earlier when he woke up from his introspections.

"There's definitely wrong with me" 

꧁Author's note꧂

Finally updated after how many months-
:') this should be published back on July 21st but I got rushed due of I went to my grandpa's house.
Oh also, shout out to my rp sister Eloiselle and beshie. I know you two gonna read this immediately.

Anyways, apologies for the grammatical errors and typos.

Read wild! Night out-