dear eddie, (Eddie Munson x reader)

45 • (SMUT ⚠️)

And instantly eddie pushed down on my lower stomach and I came undone right then and there. With my final loud moan. I looked at eddie who slipped his fingers out of me and licked them clean. He smiled at me then kissed my nose quickly. He grabbed a fresh pair of boxers and slid them up my legs as I tried controlling my breathing. His smile remained the whole time. He reached his hand out for me to grab and I smiled as I took it and he pulled me into a sitting position.

Eddie: "up up up!" He said as he prepared the shirt.

I laughed raising my arms and he slid the shirt onto me. It was his black shirt that had Metallica writtten on it. I smiled as I looked back up at him.

Y/n: "do you want something from me?"

Eddie: "no it's ok. I want to lay down with you." He smiled as he held my neck bringing my face towards his and pulling me into a 10 second kiss.

Once we pulled away eddie put on a pair of boxers and we got into my bed comfortably. I smiled as eddie laid on his side facing me and extending his arm out straight. I laid on his arm and laid on my side aswell. I moved as close as possible to him. Our bodies touching as I wrapped my arm around his torso. I smiled at him and he instantly returned the smile.

Y/n: "Your so pretty my love." I said quietly.

Eddie: "so are you doll." He said admiring my face.

Y/n: "lemme bite your nose." I smiled as eddie chuckled.

Eddie: he looked at me lovingly right in my eyes as he gently shifted his gaze back and forth from both of my eyes. "I love your pretty eyes... the shape is so perfect. Aswell as your beautiful skin... always keeping me warm."

Y/n: "I'm so happy I can fall asleep with you, and wake up with you, and hold you." I smiled as I remembered all the time I spent away from him thinking he was gone. And I never imagined I'd be able to have him back in my arms.

That feeling of loneliness brought a lot of feelings back just thinking about it. I watched him die and yet I got so lucky... I have him again. I felt a tear slip down my face and was about to move my hand to wipe it away but eddie grabbed my wrist gently putting it back around his torso.

Eddie: "it's ok to cry love. If you don't do it now your just going to push your feelings away. I want you to feel comfortable with me... holding it all in isn't good believe me I know what that's like. Holding it all in led me to cocain."

Y/n: "I'm sorry, I just don't want you to-"

Eddie: "it's ok. We can talk about it."

Y/n: "are you sure..?"

Eddie: "yes. It will be good for us."

Y/n: "ok... sometimes I just randomly remember watching you... well. Watching you die. And all the old feelings come back. I mean I thought I lost you forever I thought you were dead, I thought you suffered a horrible painfully slow death and I watched you cry out my name-" I stuttered out the last part as more tears flooded my eyes and I looked at Eddie. He had tears slipping from his eyes aswell.

Eddie: "I'm so sorry you went through that."

Y/n: "it's not your fault, always remember that." I smiled at the slightly blurry vision of Eddie.

Eddie: "I'm so grateful to have you. You have helped me get through a lot of hard things. Always stuck by my side even when I was painted to be the monster. And I forever love and adore you for that. You have always tried to see the good on me and all the bad things about me you found a way to love me for me. You never tried to change me unless you knew I was only destroying myself. Like my cocaine addiction. I love you so much. More than you could imagine." He smiled as he wiped my tears away. And I brought my hand up and wiped his away.

Y/n: "I love you so much eddie munson." I smiled as he rested his forehead to mine.

Me and eddie fell asleep holding each other.

(A/n: guys I tried my best. I hope this was slay. I wanted something sweet between eddie and you I hope I accomplished that 😭🫶)

If bitten? Why hot? 🤭😼