downfalls of hood love

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lelanis POV

"im scared just read it to me" i sighed as we was in the bathroom

"positive, positive, positive ... do i even need to say the last one" she said holding all 4 positive test up

"i feel sick" i said

"well thats you but on the other hand me ? oh im excited" she said dancing as i just stared at her

"what why you not dancing" she asked slowing her robot arm down

"because this is the worst fucking time to be pregnant" i said crying

she just hugged me

"i get it boo i swear i do but like i told you yesterday god is going to show you that you and jah can get through anything. he loves you and he'll be so happy to know yall have a baby on the way. not soto all this crying schedule you a doctors appointment." she said

"you right" i nodded calling my doctors office scheduling my appointment

"im going to see jah today should i tell him"

"do what you feel is best"

"ima tell him first then everybody when i get back" i said

she nodded and got under my blankets

"im sleeping in his bed tonight"

"you basically saying i gotta go home?"

"yes" i smiled going downstairs to fix some panackes

"when yall going home" i mugged everybody on my couch

"never" they said in union

"yall make me sick" i said pulling out the pancake batter and got to cooking.

it wasnt registering fully in my head that i was pregnant. its like i fried and accepted reality. i just pray this baby father can be there to watch he/she grow up. nobody should have to miss that.

"lelani whats wrong with you" jd asjed

"nothing why" i asked

"you been throwing up and acting different... you pregnant aint you?" he asked

"yea" i sighed

he smiled and hugged me

"im happy ..: you haply you telling jah right ? you have to"
he said

"yea ima tell him today but im nervous asf i want him to be here and hes not"

"but he will be and even if he isnt you got all of us and him helping you from the inside" he said

"nah its not the same youn get it im nervous i cant sleep at night"

"you need to relax dont be stressing my nephew out"

"i pray this not a boy ive had enough of yall" i laughed

"you love us" he laughed eating one of my pancakes and i punched his arm making him rub it

"get the fuck out my face deadass" i said

~

i was in the chair waiting to see jah. we could be face to face now since he wasnt in jail anymore.

they brought him and he sat down. i smiled

"hey baby" he smiled

"heey, how are you asked" leaning over the table to kiss him

"im alright, how about you?" he asked

"im okay just miss you of course" i said

"i know love it wont be too long especially if you come everyday i look forward to these plus, erica got my phone she bringing it to me today so we can text and maybe ft a little" he said

"you ever scared about how you might be in here longer than 5 months tho" i asked

"yea but i try to think positive and that's what i want you to be doing and praying"

"i pray every night baby" i said holding his hand

he kissed it. i smiled

"but i do need to talk to you" i said

"what? whats wrong" he asked

"ive been sick these past few days and i thought it was just stress but i took some tests and they all came out positive so ... im pregnant" i said

a smile slowly appeared on his face.

"really?" he asked

i nodded

"i really gotta get outta here man ima miss almost 2 trimester of yo pregnancy man but just know whatever you need gang got you and i do too from right here you gotta keep me updated "

"im glad your happy"

"girl im more than happy this all i ever wanted baby" he said kissing me again

i smiled he made me feel so much better about everything.

"you okay. you still feel sick?" he asked

"nah im okay right now i go to the doctors tmrw then im coming to see you and ill tell you"

"it suck im missing all this i wish we knew this before the bond hearing"

"can we get another bond hearing" i asked

"ill ask erica and even if i did it wont be for 60 days" he said

i sighed

"i need you ion wanna do nun of this alone and i know i got everybody else but i want you" i teared up

"im coming baby just- idk im sorry"

"dont be you were trying to protect me and thats why you dont belong in here" i said as he wiped my tears

"i love you you gon be alright and i am too" he said

i nodded listening to everything he was telling me

~

after arriving home i sat on the couch with everyone before i got ready to go to jahs house.

"yall just been doing this all day" i asked

"hell yea" they said in union

"yall are becoming fucking robots" i said laughing

"okay i got sum to tell yall and ima be straight up im pregnant" i said

"stop all the jokes and games" renzo said

"aint shit a joke or game" i said passing the test around

"oh shit" mike said

"lil sis and gang having a baby awww" c3 said

"oh yea we got our first addition to the family" corvian said

i just smiled at all they reactions it was so wholesome.

"you told jah right?" renzo asked

"why wouldn't i. he was excited"

"this shit embarrassing lowkey everybody gon know i be fucking when i walk around with a bump" i said making everybody laugh

"yea you definitely not selling edibles now" jd said

"wait hold on let me sell until i get a little bigger ion want codah doing it by herself" i said

"aight whatever you say yall gotta make edibles right bow natter fact"

"bet lets do our shit" codah said

and i nodded as we went to the kitchen to get started