downfalls of hood love

10

jds POV

lelani left and ive been sexually frustrated on top of being stressed so i thought id ease at least one of em.

"hello"

"wassup destiny" i said

"wassup jd" she said smiling

"what you doing right now" i asked

"nothing laying down just took a shower" she said

"shiid i can come see you?" i asked

"sure ion see why not still got my addy" she asked

"girl i know yo shit by heart" i laughed getting up

"ill see you in 15 das cool?"

"yea" she said

"aight" i said hanging up putting my sweatpants on and putting a condom in my pocket

i grabbed my gun and phone and was out. i played sum future all the way over there getting
back in my playa mood foreal.

"me and future go together real bad" i said turning it up even more after i changed da song to march madness

i turned in ha neighborhood and turned the music down. i got out and locked my car knocking on ha door.

"hey" she smiled

"wassgood ma" i said hugging her as she let me in

we went upstairs to her room and sat on her bed. i laid back how i normally do and she laid under me. we always just been sneaky links. never nun more. we never forced a relationship but the vibe was there.

"wanna smoke" i asked lighting up

"of course" she said

i nodded hitting again before passing it i watched as she smoked.

"you been aight doe" she asked

"i been straight lil one how bout you"

"been aight i finally opened up dat lil business i told you bout" she said coughing a little

she said she only smoke with me and its been a while

"thats wassup proud of you" i said

and she smiled.

"fine ass come here" i said tuggin on her

she sat on my lap. she had a robe on so i slide one of her titties out and rubbed on it as she straddled my lap.

"i missed you" she said

"you did" i asked titling my head

"mhm" she smirked

"show me how much" i said putting da blunt back in my mouth

she slid my sweatpants off and i watched her every move and she rubbed on me through my boxers keeping eye contact wimmie. she was on her side cause she know i like easy access to her while she sucking me

she finally pulled out and started kissing on my tip.

"mm" i said

she slowly licked around the tip before placing her mouth on me.

i grabbed her ass before moving her robe up a little. i rubbed on her feeling how wet she already was.

"hollon" she said turning where her ass was facing me i smirked

"do yo thang mama" i said feeling her stroking my dick as she got deeper

i slowly fingered her and soon her moans were vibrations all over me.

"fuckkkk" i said

been needing this.

"dont move" i said bending my legs cause i was bout to throat fuck her

glad she aint have no gag reflex so i could do sinful shit like this.

"shit" i said closing my eyes but immediately pictured amina making me panic so i opened my eyes

"get up" i said and she did laying on her back

i shoved myself into her

"shit jaylen" she said

"shhh" i said getting straight to it

i had her legs behind her head a little and i was looking straigjt down just cause i kept picturing amina

"look at me baby" she moaned

i just kept going. until she grabbed my face making me look up.

"fuck stop playing destiny" i said pushing my
deeper making her moan louder know her neighbors hated me

i looked up for a second and pictured amina making me pull out and immediately pull my drawls up

"jaylen what the fuck" she said

"i know i know its not you im sorry im just not mentally prepared" i sighed sitting on her bed

"whats wrong" she said

"ion think you wanna hear it" i said

"tell me. you cant just do sum like that and not talk to me" she said tying her robe around her

"amina. she passed away me and her had just started dating i been down and depressed and sexually frustrated so i hit you ... no disrespect but it didnt feel right when i started fucking you i kept picturing her. its the fact that i was there she died bro you know ian never been tripping over no girl but she was different man she aint deserve it i just feel awful fucking you and she dead you know" i said

"yea i get it im sorry for yo loss and im
really sorry you had to see that but you gon get through it and you know im here ... if you ever wanna talk" she said

"thank you destiny and im sorry to put you through that" i sighed

"nah its all good..." she said playing with her hands

i probably made her uncomfortable

"you want me to stay or-

"youn have to jaylen ima just take another quick shower" she said getting up

i sighed thinking i should just go.

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short chapter but i thought id show yall jds healing stage before i jump to the future right quick