Loyalty (Book 2)

Chapter 18

I woke up with Messiah's big ass on me. I smiled a little because he's so cute when he's asleep. He made my night so perfect.

He ran me a hot bath and fixed me some champagne. He massaged every part of my body. Lord I was on cloud 9. He wanted to have sex but I wouldn't allow it even though I need some dick in my life. He gave me toe curling head til I tapped out. I never thought head could feel so damn good.

"I got you smiling early this morning," Messiah said sleepily with his head still on my stomach

"Shutup," I slapped him softly

"You gone cook me breakfast baby?" He said rubbing down my sides eyeing me seductively

"Nope. iHop will though," I pushed him off me and sat up on my elbows, "why you keep doing this to me?" I stared at him

"Doing what?"

"What you think? The kisses, pampering. You know we're not together right?"

"Yea, but that doesn't make me not love you," he sat in front of me with his elbows on his knees, "its just my way of saying sorry. I didn't mean what I said Mackenzie. Every time I see them I think about him. How I could've been a better father and it makes me mad as hell. I just can't take it sometimes," he said with tears in his eyes.

"Messiah you were the best father you could be. You think MJ would want you blaming yourself for something you didn't do? He loved you unconditionally Messiah. Don't be round here getting drunk and saying shit you don't mean just because you're mad. You know that ain't right." I hugged his shoulders from behind and kissed his cheek

"If you would just be my girl again maybe I'll act like somebody," I could see him smirking

"If you can't be a better you for you, then I won't. Plus, I like the single life," I said walking into the bathroom.

"You better not be fucking with that Jamaican!" I heard him yell from the bedroom. I laughed and quickly got in the shower. I was honestly hungry myself.

We were dressed and headed out the door when my phone rang

"Hey sis," I sang getting into the passenger seat of Messiah's truck. He mugged the hell out of me because he hates driving.

"Hey, your niece was missing you. All she's been saying today was 'Mac Mac'" she put Maliah to the phone. She said hey and bye and something else I could make out.

"You want me to come get her today? The kids & her big head daddy will be happy to see her,"

"Sure. That'll give me and Carlos some time," I could tell she was smiling.

"Say no more. Y'all mfs freaky," I laughed as we pulled up to iHop

"Duh."

"I'll be there around noon to get my niece. Yall can hold out til then right?"

"I guess," she groaned

"Bye girl," I sucked my teeth

"Byeeee,"

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"Ma Nana gave me a necklace like yours!" Alaya ran over showing off her new necklace

"It's beautiful," I looked the necklace over. It was similar to mine but it had a huge diamond in the middle. I got jealous.

"You must think you grown not calling me everyday," my dad stood in the living room with his arms folded

"You know that's not true," I tried kissing his cheek but he moved his face away. I was already standing on the tips of my toes