Poems

Confusion

Constantly running,

always on a loop.

Around and round,

on the same hoop.

Why did you come,

why can't you stay?

Even I know it's better this way.

Enjoyed talking,

I really did.

But my feelings could not be hid.

In love with two souls,

in-love with two minds.

On the legs of wrong,

standing on the hinds.

I'm double blind.

Can't sort my feelings,

so I'm writing them out.

Want to scream,

and tear my hair out.

School is hard,

relationships harder.

I'll just continue to push myself farther.

Maybe if I don't speak,

then my feelings won't seep.

Just forget about everything,

forget my feelings.

Which I can not keep.

I'm trapped,

with theses emotions.

I'm on the wrong path,

with out a map.

Struggle to look you in the eye,

because it's hard to lie.

Can you even love two people?

That can't even equal.

Stupid feelings of attachment,

holding onto a sentiment.

But I keep listening to it.

I find traces in you,

in every thing I do.

Music doesn't help,

they sing your name.

But all in all,

I am the one to blame.

Love two names,

Love two kinds,

different names that bind.