The only exception(still writing)

Part 10

Alexander

The entire drive to our houses was quiet no one said one word.
I can't do this so I took my phone out of my pocket and open Spotify. I know I shouldn't be on my phone when I'm driving, but still I do it.

I search trough my playlist but can't find any good song for this moment I'm not gonna play a fucking happy song right now.
Can I choose a song Dani says
I'm being surprised that she finally talks again.
So I say Yea and then giving her my phone.

She's typing something into the search bar. That reminds me how her hands where shaking this morning. She couldn't even type one word without being it unreadable.
I didn't knew what I was thinking this morning with laying my hand on her thigh. But I don't regret doing it because it calmed her down.

finally a song begins playing
I see the name of the song into my dashboard.
Family line by Conan Gray
She gives my phone back and I take it to lay it in my lap.
Do you know this singer she asked
I don't I say while focusing on the road.

His songs are great you should listen to him. This is mine favorite she says
Why? I ask being curious
I don't know just like it she says
I don't fucking believe her

From my family line
From my family line
Oh that I did to undo it
All of my pain and all of your excuses.
I was a kid but I wasn't clueless.
Somoene who loves you wouldn't do this

She doesn't just likes this song.
I'm not stupid
This lyrics are not nothing

Do you have more favorite songs I ask. Why the hell am I so interested.
I give her my phone back to search her other favorite song.
But then I see chace Atlantic being typed in.
You listen to chace Atlantic I ask being surprised.
Yea their music is good they always have a meaning behind their songs. She says

What's your favorite song of them I ask hoping she wouldn't say swim or into it, hey don't come for me their good yea but they have better songs.
Consume  I think she says while thinking.
Play it

She does what I say and started playing consume by chace Atlantic.
Why'd you like this song I ask again.
No reason she says
Don't lie to me I say and turning to look at her.
Okay I like it because I can relate to this song.
I nod not knowing what to say.
She relates to this what does she really mean with that, because those lyrics are not nothing.

I like this part the most she then says

She said careful or you'll lose it
But girl, I'm only human,
And I know their is a blade where your heart is.
And you know how to use it.
And you can take my flesh if you want girl.
But baby don't abuse it.
These voices in my head screaming Run now.
I'm praying that their human.
Please understand that I'm trying my hardest.
My heads a mess but I'm trying regardless.
Anxiety one hell of a problem .
She's latching into I can't resolve it.
It's no fair, it's no fair
Oh, no, no, no
She sings quietly

After that we arrived a few minutes later at our houses.
Thanks for the ride she says and takes her seatbelt off then grabbing the doorhandle to get out.

I stop her by grabbing her arm
Wait I have a question
She looks confused
Why did you bought beer the other day in the store?
I see panic into her eyes
But he quickly hides it.
Uh Uhm because I like beer
You don't I say
She sighed it's for my dad she says
Why does she needs to buy beer for her dad can't he do that himself.

Because he was sick she says fast
She's lying can see she's lying she's a terrible liar.
And beer makes him better? I ask seriously
It does is she hearing herself right now.
Oke I'll see you around she looks relieved I let it go.
See you Alexander she says then walking into her house.
I never see her father around anymore is he even still alive?

Daniella

I don't get a hey how are you from my dad the thing I got is a lamp trowed at me when I step one foot into my own house.
Where were you dad shouts at me
With a friend I say
He laughs you don't have any friends you're a fucking loner.
You know that right?
You'll never get love in some way.
that hurst

With who were you? He doesn't even let me answer.
Probably with a boy sucking him off. Like the dirty slut you are
I almost need to throw up from you're disgusting he says and then walking to his room.

I'm not gonna cry now I've cried enough this night I'm so embarrassed Alexander saw me crying he even wiped my fucking tears away, when he looked at me I was lost in his eyes.
I wanted him to protect me
And telling me everything will be alright.

But That will never happen he is only pretends that he cares about me. He doesn't wanna be around me.I get it, I guess.

I'm walking to the bathroom and strip down until I'm fully naked.
Then I pull down my hair and step into the shower.
the warm water relaxed my muscles, I love showering with burning hot water.
It always calmed me down.

After 10 minutes scrubbing my body with body scrub I step out of the shower and wrap a towel around my body.

I put some vanilla body lotion on my body and some oil into my hair. I love the feeling of feeling clean.

I walking to my bed and open my covers and lay down.
I feel my body relax and I close my eyes.

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