To Love Again

Chapter 52

Kelsey's Pov.

Matapos nga kami kausapin ni mommy ay kaagad kong sinundan si alex sa labas ng bahay. Baka kasi mamaya ay umalis siya bigla ng walang paalam, i don't want to pressure her but I can't also stop my mom from asking alex since our supposedly wedding will be held 2 months from now.

I found her in our garden, she's sitting  sa swing, her eyes is fixed into something i don't know.

Matagal ko inobserve si alex bago ako magpasyang lumapit.

Tumabi ako sa kanya sa swing, i held her hands, i want her to relax, napansin kong malalim ang kaniyang paghinga.

"What's on your mind alex?"

"Nothing". maikli niyang reply. I'd known her for too long and alam kong madaming tumatakbo sa isip niya, pinili ko na lang na huwag ng magtanong pa ulit not until she asked me something that made me worried.

"Hindi ka ba nagsasawa?" Is she asking me to give up? I'm not tired if that what she meant, o baka naman siya yung nagsasawa na? Gosh I know I'm over thinking.

"Hindi kaba nagsasawang maging maganda kelsey?". I want to hit her hard when she laugh at me. Thank God I was wrong.

Alex hold my hands and keep it warmth. Alam kong madami siyang gusto sabihin but she kept it to herself, okay lang naman yun sakin since I'm not into sweet words. She knows that touch is my love language.

After ko siya maihatid sa bahay niya that time ay naisip ko ng ituloy ang plano ko kaya sinabihan ko na din si alex na magiging busy ako the whole week. Her birthday is approaching and i want to celebrate it, nakwento niya kasi sakin dati yun mga places na gustong gusto niya puntahan kaya naman i want her to experience those things.

I planned everything and i want to make it extra special and it's our start for us to build another memories together.

Monday na ngayon naging sobrang dami kong inasikaso but with the help of my friends natapos ko din ito lahat, Friday na yun birthday ni alex and we'll be leaving on Wednesday, naipaalam ko na din siya kay Jeff na 10 days mag vacation leave si Alex.

"Hello your face alex!" masungit na sabi ko dito ng sa wakas ay sumagot na sa tawag ko, mygod kanina pako tawag ng tawag sa kanya, hindi naman daw sila busy sabi ni jeff sakin kaya i was wondering kung anong pinagkakaka abalahan niya.

I told her na pupuntahan ko siya mamaya dahil sasabihin ko na nga that we're leaving, i know na magugulat siya at baka hindi pumayag but who cares.

"Bakit kasi hindi mo muna ako tinanong mahirap ba yun?"  nandito na kami ngayon sa bahay niya, well i expected these to happen at alam niyang wala naman na siyang magagawa kundi umoo na lang.

"What's with you?!"

"What wrong with it?" lalo ko pang nilambingan ang boses ko. i know she can't resist me lalo pa ngayon something happened between us again after the accident , wala na syang kawala pa.

"Let's go shopping tomorrow hon, it's still winter in Switzerland i guess you will die in the cold weather there", i told her while she's packing her stuffs.

The next day maaga ako nag prepare ng breakfast namin ni alex, nauna akong nagising sa kanya kanina hindi na ako nagabala pang gisingin siya dahil mukhang himbing na himbing siya sa pagtulog.

Inaayos ko na sa table ang mga pagkain ng bumaba siya.

"Bakit ikaw ang nagluluto? Nasan si Louise?" tanong niya sa akin bago maupo .

"I asked her to buy something, isa pa gusto kita ipagluto" saka ko binigay yun brewed coffee na umuusok pa sa harap niya.

Pumikit siya at saka ninamnam ang mainit na kape . She's savoring it na parang special na putahe ang nasa harapan.