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She just couldn't understand what she felt
What this feeling was

By just thinking of losing him and by thinking one day She will wake up and

Will not see his good morning texts,his care,his attention

They way he pampered her,his flirts
They way he made her annoy intentionally

Would they be strangers some day

Like now they both knew each other single detail of day and

some day they wouldn't even know how is the other person

Her insecurities and he couldn't do anything

She got hurt
many times she just off her phone being hurt from him and slept and the next morning she cried that she didn't hve the right to be hurt on this topic

Her mind was messed up

She knew this was not friendship atleast from her side

But she don't know what this feels what is this feeling

Is this just his habit or just a attachment

She is just very scared to lose him but she knew she also can't have him

She just closed her eyes and let tears flow

Here at Sidharth's side

He was in deep thoughts of what Shehnaaz said

She had never said this things offcourse she also had insecurities

But he was thinking he said he would hve make her gf which he said sudden it was not  intentional nor a lie

Rita Maa came in his room saw him in deep thoughts seeing something in phone

And said

Sidharth kya soch raha h mujhe bata sakta h  tu

Sidharth put his head in Rita ma's lap and spoke nothing

Shehnaaz k baare m kuch h she spoke

Sidharth nodded and said

wo bol rahi thi k hamarri bhi kabhi baat nahi hogi na jaise ek dusre ko jante hi nahi h ek dam strangers

Rita ma:- kyu Esa kyu hoga

Tum dono bhut ache dost ho aur hamesga reh sakte ho

Sidharth:- nahii mumma wo apni life k busy hojayegi m apni

I am way too big for her she would hve relationships in future

Rita ma:- to tu usse kisi k bhi sath rehne dega relationships m?

Tu chahe mujhe kuch bata ta na ho Sidharth
Ma hu Teri mujhe Pata h aur dikhta h tu wo Teri liye kitna matter karti h

Aur Agar tum dono Chaho aur efforts karo to kyi nahi reh sakte ek dusre k contact m

She hold his ears  and says kaam tang kiya kar usse bachi h wo pyaari si

In this 8 months serial time Sidharth had spoked about his unintentionally and in return getting lot of teasing from family members

Rita Maa has some unknown emotions she asks about her to him

Sidharth said

Mumma ap meri mumma ho uski nahi lag rahi h chhodo

Sidharth called Shehnaaz

She received call

Sidharth:- kya kar rahi h motti

Shehnaaz:- kuch nahi tu bata kyu call kiya

Sidharth:-Teri awaz ko kya hua

Ek min tu royi thi

Shehnaaz :- nahi m kyu rone lagi thi

Sidharth:- kha meri kasam

Shehnaaz:- kya kasam koi kasam nahi

Sidharth:-  Shehnaaz kya hua bata

Shehnaaz:-

Sidharth:- dar lag raha tha ki Hamri baat nahi hogi isliye royi na tu

Shehnaaz* Her eyes got filled again*

Sidharth:- sweetheart kyu soch rahi h meri jaan

Dekh Agar hum dono effort kare aur hum dono chahe to hum puri life contact m reh sakte h

Agar teko koi hot boyfriend mil gaya and tu mujhe bhul gayi to ye baat alag h

Shehnaaz:- giggled and says kutta

Sidharth:- tere chotu se dimag m na itna zyda pressure mat dal phat jayega kahi

Agar destiny ne milaya h to usne journey bhi hogi na jisse we can't change

To kyu upset hona

Go with the flow

Samaj aayi baat gadhi

Shehnaaz:- whined m gadhi nahi hu yaar

Sidharth:- tu h na meri gadhi

They talk for some time and after call Shehnaaz smiled

and thinks

Thank you Sidharth
Agar destiny ne milaya h to uske pass apna plan hoga

We can't change the destiny but we can make a decision not to give up on each other ever

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Important note 👇👇

Kuch rishte itne special aur pure hote h na that we can't name them hum bata hi nahi sakte

Sometimes we know this is more than friendship but what is this we don't know them
We can't name this love,attraction,attachment, habit

We just don't know what is this but this unnamed relationship is soo soo special for uss we can't describe that feelings

Guyssssszzssss

Meko lag raha tha k m likhna hi bhul gayi😅😅but nahi aaj hogya mere se

Sorryyy but I was just blank 😟pata tha kya likhu but jo likhna tha uski feeling words m nahi aa pa rahi thi isliye late hogya post karne  m

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Thank you guysss soooo sooo soooo muchh for 5K+ READS and 1K+ LIKES

Literally this story is so so so  special for me

mene itna support nahi socha tha for this one 🤌💛❤🥺🥺💫

Love youuu alll Inna jinta Shehnaaz ki crow wali conversation humorous hamri fav h na utna sara

love youuu

Take careee

Urs fam
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26th june

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