WHAT IF

PUBERTY

Water droplets rolling down from my hair to my toes. Standing in rain makes me so calm after whatever happened a few hours ago. The terrible and horrific sound of thunder was soothing my mind. Huh you must be thinking how can a sound of thunder can be soothing but it was for me. I know I know I'm very weird but I'm not gonna change myself for anyone else why should I? I was standing in the middle of the road in my casual tees and jeans, eyes closed, hands folded on my chest head a bit tilted towards the sky. Suddenly a hand came on my shoulder and I jerked it off as a normal person do, yeah I did it too. I turned my face and saw a not so familiar face after a few seconds the person snapped his fingers, breaking my chain of thoughts that who's he? A theif, but I don't have anything to be stolen by him nor he looks like a kidnapper and he asked "Come under the umbrella or else you'll fall sick" "Mister don't worry I'll not fall sick, I'm strong enough for this" I replied politely. "Miss don't act like a teenager " he said gritting his teeth"Indeed I'm a" I said. "Baby have you told your mom that you are outside and it's raining?" He softened the tone after my reply. "Oh please don't call me baby I'm not" I frowned. "Today's kids think that they crossed 16 so now they are adult but let me tell you Miss teenager you are too small and for me you are a little kid and now come under the umbrella" he said sternly that meant no more argue. To me he seemed strict and stubborn, how can he just order me when he doesn't know me but it was his fear or what I obeyed him. After few minutes, rain stopped and cold breeze started and it was such an aesthetic view everywhere. "Ain't you feeling cold?" He asked with an amused look, it was very usual I was fully drenched in water cold winds blowing still I wasn't feeling cold. "No not really" I replied "Are you alien or a superhuman?" Still amused. "Huh! I'm just a not so no normal person" I replied. " Ok NOT SO NORMAL person I'm a doctor and medical says that every human can catch cold or fall sick in this condition" he said. "Come there's my hospital " he added "Uncle for this much small thing I'm not getting admitted in hospital, I have also studied biology not as much as you but I have" I said at one breath "First of all don't call me uncle I'm not sooo old ok and second not for admitting you but just to do a small check up" he told. "Sorry but what should I call you then?" I asked innocently. Suddenly a sound actually lyrics was heard by both of us "Meri chahate to, phiza mein rahengi, zinda rahengi ho ke fanah" in Arijit's voice. We both were scared I asked him have he heard that or not through eyes and he nodded in yes. Suddenly after that "Sason mein sason mein teri sargamein hai abb raat dinnn" And I noticed something flashing in his pocket I gestured him and he sighed in relief and told " Oh that's my ringtone" "Are you crazy you don't knew it was YOUR ringtone " emphasized on your. "Actually I have one friend who keeps changing it without letting me know infact it's her call" he said before picking up the call.

[Call ended and now they two are talking]
" Miss teenager tum Salman Khan ki bohot bari fan lag rahi ho" walking towards his hospital. "Indeed I'm" "Me too would you liked to see my Salman Khan craz?" He asked while climbing the stairs. Soon we reached his cabin he handed me an envelope and said "See this" It had some photos of him in his room with SK's pics in the background. "Now tell me ghar se kyu bhaag gayi?". "Mai...mai......aapko kaise pata chala?" I looked at him puzzled how did he knew.
Flashback
[Below dialogues are what he was speaking on the call]
"Hello, haa Susheela ji boliye kaise yaad kiya Hume itni raat gaye" he said in a flirting tone
"Na chotta haddi tumhare chasmo ka number badh gaya dikhe abhi raat nahi shaam ho rahi hai" she said angrily. {Is she her girlfriend I thought}
"Aree Susheela ji acha chora abb batao kya hua?" He asked
"Acha haa, meri ek cousin ghar aayi thi but apne mummy se naraz hokar bag uthake bhaag gayi"
"To aap Agni ko boliye yeh uska kaam hai, aur mai toh aapke sath bhaagna chahta hoon" after the comma he whispered
"Puri baat to suno uska location Agni ne nikala jo tumhare hospital ke pass ka hai agar tum waha ho..
"Kaisi dikhti hai?" He interrupted her
"Patli hai, gaal fulhe hai, Salman Khan ki photo wali t-shirt pehni hai aur ekblack colour ka bag hai" she said
"Aap chinta mat kijiye mai ata hoon" he said looking at me and disconnected the call
Flashback ends
"Now tell, I will not misunderstand you, I promise" sitting on a couch in his clinic I sat there and told whatever I felt I don't know how but I felt he will not misunderstand me. "No one understands my perspective, sabko hamesha meri har chiz Mai problem hoti hai agar unki daat sunke kuch bola toh zabaan ladati hai nahi kuch bola to besharm hai. Mai Karu to Karu kya?" I almost said crying. He took me in a side hug and consoled me and said "See jab hum teenage mein hote hai na tab hume choti choti baaton pe gussa, hassi aur Rona ata hai" "Mujhe pata hai aur it's called puberty caused by hormones aur mere body mein abhi sterotnin excrete ho rahe hai" I exclaimed. "Wow tumhe to boht pata hai, aur abb jab pata hi hai to dopamine secrete kare by eating chocolates?" He smiled softly. "And from now take everything positively, be it anything" he added. We went to my home after getting few chocolates on our way.

That's it that's it for today. It was again my random thought when I faced something resembling to it so I thought to pen it down as you all are also teenagers and must have faced it. I don't have anyone to share my feelings without a fear that they will enclose it so I'm effected but please you don't repeat the same and if you don't trust anyone then write or type it and if you want post it on Wattpad and tag me there I will also be trying it.

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